When we stepped out of the police department and into the parking lot I threw myself into the closest bush and threw up everything just went up-side-down when I saw him. He spitted on me, said he hates me.

I felt two hands grab my hair and rub my back.

-         It’s okay Nathalie, I’m right here.

Louis’ voice calmed me down some but it couldn’t cover up all of the pain.

I sat down on the street and looked up at him. I saw anger and sadness In his eyes and so I looked back down on the concrete.

-         I’m sorry.

-         Why are you saying that? You have never ever done something wrong he is the stupid son of a bitch who sat you and Lucy in this position. Don’t ever say sorry for this, okay?

-         Okay.

-         So are you ready for Paris?

I nodded my head, took his hand and got up on my weak legs. We sat down in the same car as the rest of the boys. We dropped them off at their houses, picked up granny and Lucy and went to the airport.

-         Are you excited sweetheart?

I looked down on Lucy and saw the smile on her face.

-         Yes!

-         Good.

I picked her up and held her tight. It was going to change now, it was getting better. Louis took my hand and we moved on towards the plane.

Grandma and Lucy got their own room and me and Louis got one.

-         Babe you can’t pay for all of this, it just feels so mean.

-         Stop it, I want to pay!

I tilted my head and looked straight in his eyes. And he just stared back.

-         Fine.

-         Now come on, I’m starving. Room service?

-         Oh yeah!

We ordered in ice cream, fries, meat, pasta, a lot of everything. And after half an hour we were pretty much passed out on the couch from all the food.

We put on some kind of boring movie but we didn’t even look that much. I looked at him and soon he was on top of me on the couch kissing me.