YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 18.
The days in Paris past on quickly and we all had a great time, even the lads came over a few days. And after that Louis and the lads were going away to record their first songs.
We were standing at the airport in Paris, me granny and Lucy were going back to the UK while Louis, Harry, Niall, Liam and Zayn were going to Sweden to record music.
I gave all of the boys a real hug and a good bye. And then I came to Louis. I didn’t want to say good bye, it was the thing I wanted to last on this earth right now. I felt a lonely tear stream down my cheek and before it touched my chin Louis dried it away with his thumb.
- I don’t want to go. I can stay here with you. And the lads can go.
- Stop it Lou, I know that you want to go and you should go. I want you here but that is not important. Go.
He put his hands on my cheeks and looked me in the eyes and I saw that they were teary.
- Baby, don’t cry I’m one phone call away, or a text or a plane. We’ll make it for a few weeks. It’s no biggie, right?
- Mhm..
He looked down on the floor.
- Look at me. I love you.
- I love you too.
I put arms around him and went up on my toes. He leaned in the last part and his lips crashed on mine.
- Good bye.
- Bye.
He let go and his hand slowly let go of me. And then I just saw his back slowly walking away towards the gate. And it hit me. I’m not going to see him for 3 weeks.
I took granny’s hand and grabbed Lucy and but her on my waist as we walked off to our gate.
I fell asleep the moment I sat down on the plane and I felt Lucy’s head get heavy on my shoulder.
The next time I woke up we were back in London and we had a few hours car ride ahead of us.
Lite Inside Info till er, mina kära läsare!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 17.
When we stepped out of the police department and into the parking lot I threw myself into the closest bush and threw up everything just went up-side-down when I saw him. He spitted on me, said he hates me.
I felt two hands grab my hair and rub my back.
- It’s okay Nathalie, I’m right here.
Louis’ voice calmed me down some but it couldn’t cover up all of the pain.
I sat down on the street and looked up at him. I saw anger and sadness In his eyes and so I looked back down on the concrete.
- I’m sorry.
- Why are you saying that? You have never ever done something wrong he is the stupid son of a bitch who sat you and Lucy in this position. Don’t ever say sorry for this, okay?
- Okay.
- So are you ready for Paris?
I nodded my head, took his hand and got up on my weak legs. We sat down in the same car as the rest of the boys. We dropped them off at their houses, picked up granny and Lucy and went to the airport.
- Are you excited sweetheart?
I looked down on Lucy and saw the smile on her face.
- Yes!
- Good.
I picked her up and held her tight. It was going to change now, it was getting better. Louis took my hand and we moved on towards the plane.
Grandma and Lucy got their own room and me and Louis got one.
- Babe you can’t pay for all of this, it just feels so mean.
- Stop it, I want to pay!
I tilted my head and looked straight in his eyes. And he just stared back.
- Fine.
- Now come on, I’m starving. Room service?
- Oh yeah!
We ordered in ice cream, fries, meat, pasta, a lot of everything. And after half an hour we were pretty much passed out on the couch from all the food.
We put on some kind of boring movie but we didn’t even look that much. I looked at him and soon he was on top of me on the couch kissing me.
HeJ mina käraste! Först och främst jag vet att de senaste kapitlerna är uber tråkiga osv men har inte direkt haft nån inspiration men det kommer, för jag har fått en hel del ideer! Tack för alla superfina kommentarer och kom ihåg tävlingen om ni inte är med i den. Och fortsätt kommentera för det är liksom det som får mig att fortsätta att skriva, att jag vet att ni gillar det och det spelar ingen roll om ni ger kritik eller skriver vad ni vill läsa om det är bara bra!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 16.
After a few hours on the phone with him I still hadn’t convinced him that he shouldn’t come.
I opened the door and looked up right in his eyes. He put out his hand and I put mine in his and he pulled me up close to him. He put his both hands on my back and leaned down and kissed me.
- Come one let’s go to Paris.
- But Lucy and grandma?
- They can come with us.
- You sure?
- Yes of course I am! But there is something we have do first, okay?
- Yeah sure, but what?
Louis picked up his phone and couldn’t quite hear what he said but it was something about my dad.
A few hours later Niall and Harry came. I congratulated them all for the singing thing and that after another hour or so police came.
- Louis what is this?
- I told them about your father, Nathalie before you get mad. You know it’s the right thing he can treat you and Lucy like this. So please donät get mad.
I looked at Louis, then at the police man, then at grandma who nodded at me and then back at Louis. I gave him a hug and got up on my toes.
- Thank you.
Me and grandma and Lucy went to the police station in the police car and the rest of the boys took their cars.
The questioning didn’t take that to long. I showed them my scars and then I took Louis hand and started to walk out of the police department. We were just about to step out when three police men came in with my dad in handcuffs. I looked down on the stone floor and I felt Louis grip getting harder.
I looked up at his face and he really bite bullet.
- Come one let’s just go.
- Yeah come one Nathalie.
I looked at dad.
- You’re stupid, you were never much of a daughter you bitch! I hate you ever since your stupid mother died you became this depressed selfish unthankful kid! You’re a disgrace to this family. I’m coming to get you.
He looked at me and his eyes were black. His feet were dragging after him as the police men took him into the police department.
And right before he went around the corner he spitted on the floor right by my feet. He looked at me with hatred in his eyes and that was the last I saw of him.
I didn’t move a face, he didn’t deserve to see me sad. All I wanted to do was to give all of that hate back, all the punches he gave me and all the sadness and pain he caused me. I just wanted to give it all back.
Evelina frågade när själva tävling kommer avslutas och ja du, vet inte riktigt än men kommer iaf hålla den öppen en vecka till och sen kommer jag hålla er uppdaterade under tiden osv. Btw fortsätt ommentera alla kapitel och sen ditt namn! Kram
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 15.
- Why not?
Liam looked at me confused.
- What have Louis told you about my family?
- He said that you have a sister and that you mum past away and that your father was out of the country so you were staying here.
I sighed and sat down on the chair in the hall.
- Well that’s not entirely true… the things about my mum and sister is true but my dad, he is still back in my and Louis hometown.
- Then why aren’t you with him?
I swallowed down the sadness and held back the tears.
- He changed when my and Lucy’s mum died about 2 years ago now. At first he was himself but a bit down and miserable and depressed which was hard to see since he is my dad. But after a while he wasn’t himself any more, he wasn’t our dad. He started drinking and he was barely home and he didn’t cook and he didn’t buy food at all and so the small amount of money o got or found or took from him I bought food for Lucy. And, well he started to abuse me, those few times he was actually at home I got hit, not too often in the face because then people would see. But it hurt, but I got used to it. It still hurts but it was just “normal” every time I met him, it was something wrong with me and therefor he hit me.
I turned around and lifted up my shirt and showed them my back.
- All of these scars remind me, every day, of what my dad has become.
- I’m not a doctor but some of them look really new.
- The newest scars are about a week old.
- And why don’t you want Louis here?
- If he found out that Louis and you know that I’m with Lou he’d probably kill all of us.
I stepped into the kitchen were granny sat and Liam and Zayn was right behind me. We all sat down around the table but no one said a word. But the silence son got interrupted by Liam’s phone.
- Hey Lou.
- Let me speak to him.
I put out my hand and Liam handed me the phone.
- Hello?
- Thank god that you are okay, where are you?
- I’m, I’m at my grandma Rosie’s.
- I’m coming right away, I’m already in the car.
- No, Louis, no. He knows, he knows everything and I can’t put you through that.
- I don’t care I’m coming anyway!
ledsen att det blev lite sent men här är det iallafall! och åter igen glöm inte tävlingen!
TÄVLINGEN + KAPITEL 15
Jag vet att kapitel 15 inte är upp än men det kommer runt 10 ikväll för just nu har jag precis kommit hem och sitter och ska hardcore plugga för jag har prov imorgon.. Och sen glöm inte att anmäla er till tävlingen, än så länge så är det bara 8 st som har skrivit sitt namn. Och det är några förfall läser novellen så, och du behöver inte bara kommentera det inlägget du kan kommentera ditt namn vilket inlägg som helst! Så kommentera, kommentera, kommentera!!!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 14.
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*Louis POV*
I pulled up my phone again. I pressed in Harry’s number which I knew in my head.
- Hello?
- H, h, hi.
- Boo bear, are you crying? What’s up?
- It’s Nathalie, she is gone. I have no idea of where she is and her phone is broken.
- Calm down Louis, I promise we are going to find her.
- She has taken her passport and my card so she is probably not in Paris any more. But she can be anywhere!
- Calm down, we’ll fix this I promise. But first come home.
*Nathalie’s POV*
It had gone a day since I left Paris now and he had still not come.
- Nathalie come and talk to me.
We both sat down by kitchen table and i made some tea.
- So, what did you tell Louis, why is he not here with you?
Granny looked serious at me. I couldn’t bare to face her and I looked down at the table.
- I might not have told him..
- Oh Nathalie.
- I don’t want dad to touch him, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if anything happened to anyone of you, you, Lucy, Louis.
- Why didn’t you just tell him, I know Louis and if you told him I know that he would understand. Know he will just get worried and go looking for you.
I went out to the living room to get the phone, but just then the doorbell went off. I slowly walked out to the hall and looked out in the peeking hole.
- And what on earth are you two doing here?
It was Zayn and Liam.
- No, why are you not in Paris?
- Things came up and I had to go.
Zayn lifted one eyebrow and then picked up his phone.
- I gotta call Louis over here.
- No!
- Why not.
I grabbed both of them and dragged them inside and closed the door.
- He can’t come here.
Och om ni inte redan sett det så håller jag på med en tävling om att vara med i min novell (Scrolla ner för mer info) kommentera bara ditt namn här under eller under förra inlägget så är du med! Kram på er!
tävling!!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 13.
- You know who I am.
- What do you want?
I whispered carefully to the phone so Louis wouldn’t wake up.
- You know what.
I walked into the bathroom, closed the door and sat with my back against it.
- Well you can’t do anything because you don’t know where I am.
- No but I know where Lucy is.
I almost dropped my phone when I heard him pronouncing her name with alcohol in his system.
- You wouldn’t dare to touch her.
But I knew deep down that he would. I held back the tears. I shut the phone off and threw it on the wall.
I stood up and slowly walked out to Lou again.
- Babe is everything alright?
- Yes, go back to bed I’m coming soon just gonna get a glass of water.
2 seconds later he was fast asleep and I pulled on my jeans a top and Louis’ hoodie and a pair of shoes. I took a good sniff on the hoodie and it smelled so nice my belly got butterflies.
I took my passport and Louis card.
- I’m so, so, so sorry.
The tears streamed down my face as I kissed him lightly on his cheek then turned around and walked out to the streets of Paris.
I got a taxi and he drove me to the airport. I ran in to the airport, bought a ticket and continued towards security check and then boarded the plane.
No matter what happened, he is not going to touch Lucy.
2 hours later I was in a cab on my way out to the country side.
I threw the door open even though it was just 5 am in the morning.
- Granny!? Lucy!?
At first no one answered but the second time I shouted granny came out of her bedroom and Lucy was fast asleep in her bed.
- What is going on Nathalie?
- He is after me and, and I’m scared.
The tears just kept coming and I did nothing to stop them.
- He knows, where Lucy was and, and I left Lou and I’m scared.
She pulled me into a hug and we sat there and I felt my eyes getting sore and my eye lids got heavy and I soon fell asleep.
*Louis Point Of View*
I woke up and the sun was shining in on my face from the big window in our room, mine and Nathalie’s. Only us two, in Paris. It was simply perfect.
I put out my arm next to me but I didn’t feel Nathalie. Was she already up?
I got up and I just put on a pair of pants.
- Nathalie? Babe?
I looked through the bathroom, our bedroom, the kitchen and then the bathroom again. I called her phone but then I found it broken on the bathroom floor. I felt the sweat in my forehead, what if something bad happened? What if it is her dad? The panic got over my head and I felt the tears burning.
Vanlig uppdatering!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 12.
I woke up in an empty bed without Louis. I took up the quilt that was next to me and wrapped it around my naked body and walked over to the massiv window in our massive bedroom. I looked out of the window and it was sunny outside, people walking in the side walk, cars a few bikes, café’s in every corner, street artists. Paris was beautiful.
- Morning!
I turned around and saw Lou in shorts and a t-shirt, he had breakfast with him.
- Cereal and milk for you!
- Aww, my favourite!
He gave me a small kiss and then sat down on the messy bed with the rest of the breakfast.
- So what are we going to do today?
- I was thinking of just exploring Paris, mon amour?
- Sounds good to me!
We had our breakfast in bed and then we both got ready and even though it took quite a lot of more time for me, we got ready and stepped out onto the sunny streets of Paris.
The hours passed on and after we had done some shopping, a lot of talking stopped by a café, we went to the Eiffel tower and a lot more, we went back to the hotel were we both just fell down onto the bed.
None of us even bothered of taking any clothes of, and we fell asleep as soon as we turned the lights off.
My whole body jumped and I woke up by the sound of a phone ringing.
- Lou, the phone.
- Mmmhhhmmmm
I looked over at him and he was fast asleep.
I crawled myself out of bed and through the whole hotel room and after what felt like 50 hours I found my phone.
It was a private number and it had called like 8 times by now.
I was just about to go back to bed when the phone went off again.
- Hello?
I said with a sleepy voice.
- Nathalie?
It was a dark weird voice and I couldn’t really recognize it to anyone I knew.
- Who is this?
Ledsen att jag är så himla värdo på det här med att uppdatera men, just nu kan jag iallafall skylla på att jag är i polen, eheh. Men hoppas ni har det bra och fortsätt kommentera och tack för de fina kommentarer jag får, kram!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 11.
When we finally sat down on the plane I leaned my head on Louis’ shoulder and I quickly fell asleep.
As we stepped out in the black Paris I grabbed his hand and we took a cab over to the hotel. And it was not a cheap hotel it was so big and everything was like, it felt like I wasn’t allowed to touch anything.
- Babe no offence but how can you afford this place?
- That’s kind of one of the reasons I took you here.
- Well tell me?
- Yeah, but let’s just get to our room first okay?
- Yup.
I kissed him lightly and sat down in the lobby while he checked in to our hotel room and got the key.
- So which floor is our room on?
- Top floor.
When we stepped into our room I couldn’t believe it, it was amazing and huge and white and open. I just stood there speechless.
- This is, amazing. Now tell me why we’re here!
We walked over to the bed and sat down.
- You know Zayn, Liam, Harry and Niall right?
- Yeah I’ve meet them a few times.
- Well, we entered this singing contest thing and if you won you’d get signed by Simon Cowell.
- And?
- And we won!
- That’s amazing!!
I jumped at him and we both fell back onto the bed.
- I’m so proud of you and I promise to support you no matter how poor you get and no matter how bad your music is. Ahaha.
- Haha, Thank you! No but seriously Nathalie, you have no idea how glad that makes me.
He took a string of my hair and put it behind my ear. He sat down his elbows and his face was only inches away from mine and I leaned forward the last bit and my lips crashed on his.
My whole body was on top of his and his fingers was trembling on my back inside of my top.
- I love you.
- I love you too.
I felt his fingers slowly pulling up my shirt and for a sec we stopped kissing when he pulled it over my head. Soon his was gone as well.
He unbuttoned his pants and one of his hands came back to my neck and the other one he held my hand
Skriver för fullt!
Hej och hå! Det blev tyvärr inget igår men jag skriver för fullt, för att ha kapitel kommande när jag åker bort i några dagar. Så det kommer, 11 är på väg. Kram!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 10.
- What?
- Well there is something I wanted to ask you?
- Yeah, shoot?
- Uhm, would you like, uhm, go to Paris with me?
- Are you serious?
- Yes.
- I WOULD LOVE TOO.
I gave him a big hug and he looked so relieved.
- So when are we going babe?
- Whenever you want?
- Tonight?
- Works for me.
- Good let’s go then.
We both stood up and he had put half of his foot inside the house when I grabbed his arm and pulled him back a bit.
- But what about Lucy?
- She is going to be perfectly fine Nathalie, she got your grandma.
- Yeah. Okay, you’re right.
He took my hand and walked in. we told grandma and I sat down next to Lucy. Even though I knew she was safe here it would be the first time I left her like this since mum died. Now I’m going to be out of the country. What if something happened?
- Lucy, me and Louis are going away for a few days.
- Like mommy?
- No, god no. We are coming back in a few days again so grandma is taking care of you while I’m gone.
- Okay, you promise?
- I promise on my life.
I pulled her in for a hug and kissed her on her head.
- I love you.
- I love you too.
Lucy followed me into mine and Louis’ room and she sat down on the bed.
- Where are you going?
- Paris.
- Where is that?
- Just a few hours away.
Me and Louis packed down all the stuff that we needed and then we said by to grandma and Lucy and then we sat down in Louis car and drove off towards Heathrow. I was just so tired and after just a few min in the car I was fast asleep.
- Babe, babe! We’re there.
I turned my head and faced him where he stood by the door of the car.
I stepped out in the awful weather on wobbly legs. Lou’ took my hand in my other I had my handbag and my suitcase.
We walked into Heathrow and it was loads of people everywhere, either going home or away to some foreign country.
We bought tickets, walked through security check and then continued on to our gate. The plane were leaving in about 1 hour so we sat down and spoke about everything.
tack för kommentarena, ni är bäst! Keep it up! KRAM
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 9.
I woke up by the gentle touch of Louis’ fingers gently trembling over my bare skin on my neck.
- Morning gorgeous.
- Morning babe.
I turned around and faced him. He was sitting up and I did the same. I leaned over and gently kissed him but he took a strong grip around my body and pulled me over him which made me giggle my ass off.
- Stop it Tommo. Ahahaha.
- Maybe if you catch me and give me kiss.
- What about my grandma?
- She went out.
He jumped out of bed and ran out of the room.
- Babe I can crawl faster than you run, come on where are you?
- Well that’s a big fat lie.
I sneaked out of the bedroom as quietly as I could and as he just was about to look around I jumped right at him.
- AAAHHHHHH!
- Gotcha Tommo!
And it ended up with both of us on the floor laughing like two 6 year old.
- What on earths name are you two dong on the floor?
- Playing a game…?
Louis said trying not to laugh. I burst out laughing any way.
- Come on now, I’ve both new beaked bread for breakfast.
We got up from the floor and sat down by the table.
- Where is Lucy?
- She is up in her room playing with her dolls that I gave her.
- She hasn’t had a doll since mum died. I bet she is over the moon right now.
- She is, sweetheart. So now I think you should think about yourself too not just your sister Nathalie.
- But she is-
- I’m not saying you should stop caring totally just care but start to take some care of yourself too, you deserve it.
- Thank you grandma.
I felt Louis grabbing my hand under the table.
- Nathalie, could I just talk to you for a sec?
- Yeah sure, what’s up?
- Private?
- Okay.
I stood up and put my plate into the dishwasher and so did Louis he then grabbed my hand once again and we walked outside and sat down in the garden.
- So I, uhm, yeah, I just…
Åhhh gud jag har varit så jävla dålig på att uppdatera på senaste tiden men har haft alldeles för mycket att göra så.. Ush bajs och fy för skolan! Men nu är iallafall kapitel 9 uppe och det blev iallafall längre än det förra så jag ska försöka hinna med lite mer skrivning nu innan jag åker bort för då kommer jag inte kunna uppdatera men ska fösöka slänga in tidsinställda, just for youuuu!
Till Ida
Asså jag bor då i Uppsala vilket ligger 40 min från Stockholm men asså kika runt och fråga på twitter för där har det kommit upp bilder på killarna från idag osv. Och det var redan ca. 100 pers utanför deras studio där de just nu befinner sig. Men jag vet inte säkert så lita inte på mig, haha nej men dra ner på stan och så kollar du runt på twitter samtidigt och som sagt fråga nån som vet på twitter, om du nu har det! =) kram!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 8.
I walked out to the hall and saw..
- Louis!?
- Nathalie thank god you’re okay!
He threw himself over me and gave me a hug. I once again bite the bullet over the pain in my back.
- Can you please take a walk with me?
- Of course.
I pulled on granny’s jacket and we stepped out in the cold night.
We walked in 15 min of silence and we came to a small lake and we stopped.
- I’m sorry Lou. I just couldn’t let you go through what I went through.
- You could have just taken me with you.
- Yeah.
We sat down and talked for hours and after a while I fell asleep with my head on his shoulder.
I woke up by someone carrying me. I slowly opened my eyes to see Louis.
- Go back to sleep my love, I got you.
I leaned my head back against his chest and fell right back to sleep. I woke up once again when he put me down a bed at grandma’s house. I felt how he got down in bed next to me and wrapped his cold arms around me. My eyes were just about shut down again when I heard him whisper in my ear.
- I love you Nathalie.
I whispered quietly.
- I love you too boo bear.
Ledsen att den är jääääääääääääääätte kort men så är läget för jag sitter och storbölar för att killarna är här och jag kan inte åka till stockholm som ligger 40 min härifrån för att se dem. </3
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 7.
I’m made some dinner for Lucy of the last stuff we had in the kitchen.
This had to end. We needed to get out of here. Me and Lucy. Only me and Lucy. We had to go somewhere no onewould ever find us, where no one would ever think of going to look for us.
- Come on Lucy we are going for a little trip.
- Okay.
I packed all our clothes and looked through the house for money and I actually found some. I went into dad’sbedroom and went into the closet where only mom’s clothes were these days. I looked through them and found herold wallet. I took out her driver license. Everyone said we looked so much alike you could think we were twins sowhat did I have to loose.
I put all our bags in the car and then I took Lucy and had one last look back at the house.
Even though I wasn’t old enough to drive mom had thought me some before she died.
I put in the keys and put my foot down on the gas and drove away from the house. I drove past the school andshortly after that I past a group of guys and there in the middle of them stood Louis and he looked me right in theeyes as I drove past them. Shortly after that I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket but I didn’t dare to pick it up. Iknew it was Lou.
- I’m sorry. It’s all for the best.
A tear streamed down my cheek and I looked at Lucy who looked out of the window. It was raining like crazy.
- Where are we going Nathalie?
- Grandma.
- Is that far?
- Yes, very far.
- Sleep now honey, it goes faster then.
She leaned her head on the window and her breathing got heavier and heavier and I knew she was sleeping.
After 5 hours of driving we were finally there. Way out in the country side. But I didn’t even know if she would letus in. Dad forbid us to see or talk to her after mum died. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket once again and thistime I took it up.
“Where are you?!?!? Nathalie please tell me!”
“Out on the country side. Way out on the country side. I’m sorry Louis.”
I typed in and sent. I looked back at Lucy that was still sleeping. It was 1 am.
I walked out of the car and knocked on the door. It took a while but soon I heard someone walk around in thehouse and someone locked up the door.
There stood granny with big eyes and looked at me.
- Granny!
- Nathalie, but what on earth are you doing here now at this time?
- Me and Lucy can’t really stay at home anymore.
She looked at me with disappointing and angry eyes.
- He did it didn’t he? He hit you.
- How did you know?
- Come in sweetheart and I’ll tell you everything.
Granny took Lucy and I took the bags and we went inside.
It was years since I was here last time and just the look of it made my tear eyed.
- I’ve missed you so much.
- I’ve missed you too granny.
We stood there and just hugged for ages. Then we went into the kitchen and sat down by the table.
- Lost weight I see.
- Yeah don’t really have the money for food for both me and Lucy.
- Oh dear god. I don’t even know how to tell you all of this, sweetheart but it all started a few years ago whenhe started to hit your mother. I told her to leave him and take you with her but she was to in love with him.
She poor me a cup of tea and then continued.
- And then when she died I thought he would change and realize that he had to become the father he neverwas and take care of you both, but instead-
- Instead he started drinking and well do this.
I turned around and pulled up Louis shirt that I still had on.
- He is a bad man.
We sat and spoke about just about everything for hours and when the clock almost hit 3 and I had changed into aknitted shirt and was on my 4th cup of tea, it knocked on the door.
- Stay here sweetie, I’ll go get it.
She put down her cup, got up and walked out to the hall I heard some voices speaking.
- Nathalie, could you come for a sec sweetheart.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 6.
I closed my eyes and my grip around Lucy got tighter and tighter. I couldn’t bare watch him. I felt a hand on my shoulder and the hurt so bad.
- Nathalie it’s okay, it’s just me.
I felt the tears fall down my cheek when I heard Louis’ voice and when I looked up I saw his beautiful blue eyes.
- What happened you look terrified?
He sat down next to my on the bed.
- Nothing.
- Are you sure about that.
- Mhm.
- Come with me for a sec babe.
- Okay.
I gently put Lucy down on the bed and put a blanket over here body.
Louis walked before me through the door of my room and closed the door.
- You didn’t answer my calls.
- Sorry, the sound must be off or something. Haven’t heard it.
- It’s okay, I just missed you.
He put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me. He moved his both hands down to my waist and kept kissing me. He then put both hands behind on my back.
- AAAAHHHHHH!!
He let go of me and just stood there looking at me with big eyes. He stared at his hand that had blood all over them and I remembered the blood on my back.
- Turn around.
I felt my eyes go big and I got a mini flashback from just a few hours ago.
“ - Turn around.
I did what he told me to, because he would just hurt me more if I didn’t. I turned around and I looked right into the wall. I heard some kind of whip that hit something and a shot of pain struck through my body.”
I swallowed the feeling of the whip or the belt or whatever he used to hit me with.
- I can’t.
- Why?
- It doesn’t matter but my dad is home soon so you have to go.
- No! im going to stay here and tell him that he can’t treat you like this!
- Lou, he’ll kill me and you if he finds out that you are or have been here. Leave now. You don’t know what he is capable of. Lou, please I’m doing this because I love you!
- I can’t just leave you here.
- Yes, yes you can.
- At least let me look.
- Fine, but after that you leave right?
- Right.
I pulled of Louis’ shirt and threw it on the floor next to us and then turned around.
I heard how he caught his breath he gently touched one of the wounds and it bad as hell.
- Why did he do this to you? He is a monster.
- It is crazy how someone can change into what he is in a year isn’t it?
I turned around so I was facing him again. I couldn’t bear look into his sad eyes so I looked down on the floor. I felt embarrassed and stupid.
He lifted up my chin with his hand and a tear fell down his cheek. I wiped it away and he kissed me one last time then he turned around and walked down the stairs and then I heard the door to the house open and then close again. He had gone.
I wanted nothing more than for him to stay here but I knew dad wouldn’t hesitate to hit him. I couldn’t risk getting Louis involved with this.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 5.
I got another hit right across the face and all I could do was to stand right there and take it. But it was at least better that he hit me than Lucy. For a second he stopped. It was over. Well that’s at least what I thought.
- You aint going nowhere!
I wanted nothing more than to run away and take Lucy with me and never return. But I knew that he would catch me before I even got up the stairs.
- Turn around.
I did what he me to, because he would just hurt me more if I didn’t. I turned around and I looked right into the wall. I heard some kind whip that hit something and a shot of pain struck through my body. I heard the exact same sound again and the pain got worse. After the third hit I felt the smell of blood mixing with the smell of alcohol and I couldn’t feel my back anymore. The pain took over. After the fourth hit I couldn’t stand the ground anymore and I fell to the floor. Fifth hit, everything became a blur, a black and gray blur.
I heard another hit but much stronger and louder this time and my whole body tightened up. But I didn’t feel anything, the pain never came.
It was either the door or he was walking around the house breaking things. Lucy!
I tried to open my eyes, didn’t see much better though. But after a while I could at least see that it was no one in the room. I got up on my knees but fell back down on the floor again. I took a deep breath and took all the strength I had left and crawled up the stairs.
- Lucy? Lucy?
- Mhm...
- Lucy, are you okay? Did he hurt you?
- I’m okay.
- Good. You can come out from under the bed now.
I gently sat myself up on the floor in my room and Lucy crawled into my arms. My tears rolled down in her hair.
- I love you Lucy.
- I love you too.
I kissed her gently on her forehead.
- Do you want me to braid your hair like mum always used to, sweetheart.
She nod her head and I went into the bathroom to get some hair scrunchies. I looked myself in the mirror and turned around quickly to look at my back. the blood had gone all the way through Lou’s shirt and it ran all the way down to my jeans. It hurt as hell. I walked slowly back and sat down on the floor with Lucy again. I just had to bite the bullet.
I braided her hair all different kinds of ways but after an hour we both got tired and we sat down in my bed I wrapped my arms around Lucy.
- Nathalie can you sing.
- Of course. Close your eyes, love.
I started to gently sing Soldier by Gavin Degraw. I felt how she go heavier and heavier as she fell asleep.
I wanted to sleep as well but I just couldn’t. 4 hours later when I actually had manage to almost fall asleep I heard steps in the stairs. I wrapped my arms harder round Lucy and I heard how he pulled down the door handle.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 4.
I sat up and looked down on Louis.
- I’m in love with you, and I have been since like 2 years back now but you’ve always had a boyfriend or something in the way and so I never told you.
It was so quiet you could hear cars that were miles away from here, a cold small wind come across me and I got goose bumps. A smile spread across my face.
- I love you too Lou.
- What?
- I love you.
He sat up next to me and I hadn’t seen him this happy in years.
He put his hands on my cheeks and leaned forward and he crashed his lips on mine and I felt him smiling all the way through the kiss. He backed away and just looked at me and his eyes had never been so beautiful.
- Would you like to be my girlfriend?
- No, I’d love to be your girlfriend.
- Come on let’s get home.
He stood up and reached out for my hand and pulled me up from the street and without saying a word he put his hoodie on me and he had my hand in a strong grip. No one said a word all the way home. It was so silent but a nice silence.
When we got home it was 3 am and we both went straight to Louis’ room.
I stripped down to only my undies and then pulled on one of Lou’s t-shirts, I took of my bra and cuddled down in his bed. And before I could blink I was asleep but I soon woke up again. I felt 2 cold hands wrap themselves around me.
- Good night beautiful.
He whispered gently in my ear.
- Good night babe.
I cuddled into the quilt even more and once again fell asleep.
I woke up the next day by the sunlight shining on my face. I put out my hand next to me but there was no Louis. I didn’t care about putting on any pants, I stepped down and met Jay making breakfast in the kitchen.
- Morning sweetheart.
- Morning. Where is Lou?
- Oh he went to Zayn’s to get his car, he’ll probably be back soon.
- Okay.
I sat down and took a steady breakfast, was a long time ago I had a real breakfast. Me and Jay ended up talking for a real long time. I looked up at the clock on the wall.
- Oh shit! I’m sorry Jay, but I have to go I’ll talk to you soon. Tell Louis to call me when he gets back.
- Okay bye sweetheart.
I ran up quickly and just pulled on a pair of jeansand i didnt bother changing the shirt. I ran downstairs again with my bag. I shouted bye to Jay, Daisy and Pheobe that also was seated i nthe kitchen now. I walked with quick steps to my aunt's house.had a little chatand then me and Lucy went home.
- Did you have a good time honey?
- Yes.
- Good.
I took a step into the house and the smell came like a hit in the face. Alcohol, cigarettes and it just smelled like something had died in here. But sadly it hasn’t, soon I heard him walking upstairs.
- Hello!?
I just shook my head. He was drunk at 3 pm on a Sunday afternoon, again. His steps in the stairs got louder and louder.
- Where the hell have you been?
He walked closer to us.
- Lucy I want you to do something for me. Go upstairs and run into my room and hide under my bed, I’ll come and find you soon, okay?
I whispered gently in her ear.
- Okay.
I saw her running up the stairs but soon a big hand was covering up my sight.
- Answer me!
My cheek got warm and I bet it was more red than a tomato.
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