YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 35.
*LIAM’S POV*
Me, Niall and Harry ran down when we heard Louis scream.
- What’s going on? What happened to Nathalie.
- We don’t know.
Zayn said with panic in his eyes, not that usual smile he had gotten while he looked at Nathalie lately.
- We need to the hospital, fast!
Louis’ grip around Nathalie got even harder when he took her up bridal style and carried her to the car. He laid her down in the back and laid her head in his lap.
- Liam you are driving!
I sat myself in front of the wheel and Niall joined on the passenger seat while Zayn and Harry took Zayn’s car. We got to the hospital and Louis ran away with Nathalie and we all sat down in the waiting room. Louis soon came and joined us, I had never seen him like this. He tears falling down from his face and he looked pale and just down.
- The doctor said that there wasn’t enough room in the waiting room for us so we need to go home and come back in the morning but he would phone me when he knew something or something happened.
All five of us sat down in the cars again and Louis just sat there starring out of the window.
- Lou? Lou? LOUIS!?
- Hmm, yeah?
He didn’t even turn to look at me and I don’t think he was really listening either.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, no, I’m fine.
- You said no.
- Well, how am I supposed to be fine when my girlfriend is at the hospital for some reason I don’t even know. What if she dies in there tonight, Liam!
- She won’t, I promise.
Neither I, Niall or Louis said much more for the rest of the car ride and when we got back to Louis’ house we all went straight to bed except for Louis.
*LOUIS’ POV*
When we came back to the house I did not feel anything. All the lads went to bed but I couldn’t sleep not knowing how she was. I went to the bathroom and saw my hair everywhere possible, red eyes and a pale man. I took off all my clothes and I was just about to step into the shower when I stepped on something.
I looked down to see a white stick lying on the floor.
- What the?
I took it up and there was a small little red plus on it.
- Oh my god.
I ran out of the shower and up to my room where I needed to keep quiet so I didn’t wake up any of the lads. I pulled on a new pair of chinos and a hoodie and ran out for the car. I stepped the foot on the gas and I was at the hospital in less than 15 min. I ran straight into Nathalie’s room and it stood about 4 nurses and a doctor around her. She had a tube coming out of her mouth and one from her arm.
- Excuse me but you are not allowed in here right now.
- But she is my girlfriend, she is carrying my child!
- Okay but you need to sit and wait till we are done Mr.
I stopped fighting it and sat down on one of the couches in the waiting room which was filled with people who was crying, bleeding and so on.
I called Nathalie’s nan while sitting there, she sat herself and Lucy in the car as soon as she heard what was going on, it would take her at least a few hours to get her but I know she’d do anything for Nathalie and Lucy just like me.
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 34.
He looked confused but really happy at the same time.
- Lou told me that you had a crush on me.
- Yeah so? That was before me and Louis got together.
- Nathalie, please. I love you.
- It doesn’t matter! No matter if I got feelings for you or not I will always love Louis more. He is the one Zayn!
- Please, at least give me a chance?
- I can’t.
- Why not?
- First of all I’m together with your best friend who I love with all my heart and second of all…
Should I really tell him? Every single thought I had just went nuts in my head and I started to feel really dizzy. I grabbed a hold on Zayn’s arm.
- What is the second?
I took a deep breath and looked at him.
- I’m, uhm, I’m pregnant, okay!?
- Wait, what?
- Yes..
- Have you told Louis about it?
- No..
- Why not?
- Because I’m not even sure if I’m pregnant yet.
- But here you are telling me.
- Apparently, yes.
- Have you even taken a pregnancy test?
- No..
- Well maybe you should do that then.
- Yeah I know.
- Let’s go then.
- Now?
- Yes now.
I picked up my phone and dialed Louis number.
- Hey baby, me and Zayn are going to the store to buy some more candy and soda.
- Okay, see you soon. Love you.
- Yeah, love you too.
We went to the closest 24 h gas stop. Took some candy, coca cola, a pregnancy test, pain and then we left. When we got back you could still hear the boys upstairs. I went straight into the bathroom.
*ZAYN’S POV*
- Nathalie, are you okay in there?
I heard her sobbing. And even though I knew I’d never be with her I would always care a little bit extra for her and have that thing between us.
- I, I, I honestly don’t know.
- Can you at least come out and talk to me?
- O, okay.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
I looked myself in the mirror and saw something that looked like the girl I would have seen in the mirror 6 months ago when dad still was around. I put my hair up in a messy bun and still some hair down by my face. I washed off my face with some cold water and unlocked the door.
When I came out Louis was standing there talking to Zayn.
- Hi baby! Are you okay, you look a bit pale?
- No, no I’m fine.
That fake smile didn’t really do it, did it? I pulled Louis into a hug and buried my head in his chest and breathed in his sent.
- I’m sorry.
After that it just went black.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 33.
It didnt take us long to get to Louis place. All the boys came too and we decided to just have a chill night with movies and ice cream and candy and a lot of redbull which kept us all awake for way to long than we should have. Soon the clock hit 5 and none of us was close to sleeping. Louis kept telling jokes, Niall complaining that he was hungry, Liam was super into the movie, Harry kept posting random, weird photos to instagram and Zayn was sitting there talking to me and Louis.
- I’m laughing so much I’m going to wee myself! Be right back guys.
Heard Louis say that he was gonna tweet about me weeing myself and I just laughed for myself as I walked towards the bathroom. Just before I opened the door I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped.
- Good god Zayn don’t scare me like that. Haha
- Oh sorry, but I just needed to talk to you.
He took my hand and pulled me downstairs and out in the rain instead.
- Dude I’m going to wee myself if I don’t go to toilet soon.
We both had a good laugh before he looked seriously at me.
- Okay so what did you want to talk about?
- That night in Sweden.
- Can we please not talk about that, it was all just a big mistake we both know that.
- Well, I have to tell you something about that night that I can’t keep in anymore.
He took a deep breath and it looked like he collected courage .
- I know you were drugged but I wasn’t drunk and when you came up to me and told me that you loved me, I couldn’t stop myself, Nathalie.
- No, no, no! Me and Louis are just getting back to what we used to me and you can’t come and tell me this. You can’t!
I looked up at his wet face and hit him hard on the chest a multiply times.
He took a strong grip around my both hands and looked at me. He pulled me in closer and pressed his lips on mine.
- Nathalie you cant hide that you have feelings for me, you wouldn’t have said that you loved me if you didn’t no matter how high you might have been and I loved you since the first time I met you.
- So what Zayn? What if I might have feelings for you? What does that matter?
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 32.
Why was it always so hard to watch him walk away? It really felt like someone stabbed a knife right in my chest and it got harder to breath. The tears once again streamed down my face, okay Nathalie pull yourself together. I took a deep breath and lifted my chin up and turned away from the gates.
Just as I was on my way out of the airport my phone went off.
– - Hello?
– - I miss you already, babe.
– - I miss you too.
We spoke for another half hour but then he had to board the plane. And by then I was almost back home again.
Me and Lucy decided to have a movie night that night. Even if it felt good to be home and back with Lucy, the time couldn’t have gone slower. Every minute away from Lou right now felt like a pain in the ass.
Lucy fell asleep on my lap around 11 and I wanted to sleep as well but I just couldn’t fall asleep. I carried Lucy away o her bedroom and then I stepped into mine and laid myself down on the bed but still, I just couldn’t fall asleep. The clock went on and soon it hit 7 am and I felt that there was no use in trying to fall asleep now so I pulled on some clothes and stepped down to the kitchen and made some breakfast for everyone.
I drank some juice and the jumped in a pair of shirts and a T-shirt and a pair of trainers and I was out of the door. I plugged in some music and some Chris Brown, Ed Sheeran and loads of music came streaming into my ears and the wind blowing in my face as I ran, I ran for my bare life, even though I didn’t. I came to a small path that continued into the woods. Why did I recognize this place? I continued running on it till I came to this big tree with a big tree house in. That’s why. We used to spend every summer day up in this summer house, me and Lou. I climbed up and a bunch of our old stuff was there, no one except us knew about the place. I climbed down again and continued on the path and came to a beach. This was the last place I saw mum before she ended up in the hospital. The wind was still blowing like crazy and soon it started to rain. I got up and went back but this time it felt like it took my hours to get back, even though It couldn’t have taken me more than 40 min max.
- - There you are, started getting worried when you didn’t answer your phone.
- - Yeah, no, I went out for a run.
- - Just answer your phone next time, yeah?
- - Of course.
- - And thank you for the breakfast sweetheart.
I gave her a big smile and stepped out of my shoes and went directly into the shower my legs and hands were cold as ice from the rain.
When the hot water poured over me everyone single one of my scars felt like they got deeper, like someone put a knife in them and I got shivers all over my body.
When I got out of the shower I saw that Louis had called a few times and I picked up the phone immediately and just by speaking with him the hours went on like pouring water.
No matter how much stuff I did, the time still went really slow.
But after what felt like years Louis was actually coming back home for two months.
I stood there waiting impatiently for the 5 boys to walk out from where you got your luggage.
I soon realized I wasn’t the only who was waiting for them, they actually had a few fans there waiting for them.
- - Are you also here for one direction?
A girl with straight, long blonde hair asked me.
- - Yes, yes I am.
- - I’m Anna.
She reached out her hand for me to shake it, and so I did.
- - I’m Nathalie.
- - Omg, just like Louis girlfriend.
- - Yeah, I kinda…
- - OMG IT’S THEM!
Another girl screamed and soon Anna was barely breathing any more.
I first saw a curly headed boy step out with all his luggage shortly after him came Niall and Liam and not too far behind them came Louis and Zayn.
- - Boo bear!
I ran before all the other girls and Lou dropped his bags to the floor and wrapped his arms around me. I breathed in his heavenly smell and felt my hands trail down on his back. I pulled my head back a bit so I could see his face and his eyes. He put his hands on my cheeks and pulled me closer to his face and kissed me.
- - Oh how I missed your lips baby.
- - And I missed you, and your eyes and your smell and your lips and just everything about you Nathalie.
- - I missed you too, now let’s go home.
- - I thought we might sleep at my place tonight?
- - I’d love to.
He sat me down on my own two feet again and I grabbed his hands and one of his bags. I saw how that Anna girl just stared at me with big eyes.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 31.
The water washed over my body. I tried to wash of the bad dreams on my mind but it didn’t work as well as I hoped it would have. I stepped out of the shower and pulled a towel over my body I let my hear just lay on my shoulder and water run down my spine.
When I stepped into my room a tray with breakfast on stood on my bed.
- - Grandma? Grandma did you do this?
- - Do what, sweetheart?
- - The breakfa…LOUIS!
I threw myself at him and I couldn’t hold in the tears.
- - I thought I was dreaming, baby I love you and I’m so sorry.
- - I’m the one who should be sorry, I love you.
We stood there hugging for quite some time. Louis pulled away and looked at me he then leaned down and crashed his lips on mine.
- - Come on now let’s have breakfast and talk before I have to go back.
- - When are you going back?
- - Tomorrow morning.
- - Good.
I pulled on some underwear quickly and then I just pulled on and oversized shirt.
We both sat down on the bed and just talked and laughed it kind of felt like back in the days. When we didn’t really have more problems than the ones I kept about my dad. I laughed so much my stomach hurt.
- - Nathalie?
- - Yes Lucy?
- - Can I join you guys?
- - Of course sweetie.
Louis pulled out his arms and Lucy’s face bright up in a smile. Lucy sat down in Louis’ lap.
Those upcoming 24 hours went so fast I couldn’t even keep track in time and before I knew about it we stood at the airport and Louis was going away for another week and I had to say good bye.
- - Come with me.
- - No I can’t Louis.
He pulled me into a hug and he pulled me in tighter and tighter and then he pulled out and kissed me.
- - I love you.
- - I love you too boo bear. Remember to call me on the right number this time.
- - Ha, I will babe.
And then I watched him walk away to his gate.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 30.
She was really, really war and sweaty.
- It will be alright, I promise.
I felt my shirt getting wet from her tears and I couldn’t stop mine from falling.
- Shhh..
I started to sing I won’t let you go by James Morrison and I felt how her breathing started to calm down and she cried a bit less. She took a deep breath before she lifted her head from my chest and looked me right in the eyes.
- What are you doing here?
- I came to say sorry and more than that, because I will say sorry a million times and I will do everything I can to get you back. I made a huge mistake and I will never ever speak to Matilda, Sarah or Elin ever again. I promise.
- Good, baby I’m sorry I went home I just needed to be alone, and it was hard hearing you lie right to my face.
- I know and if I could take it all back I would, I really would.
I pulled her in into my arms again and kissed her on her head.
- I love you, today, tomorrow and forever.
- I love you too, Lou.
She laid herself down in bed again, I pulled off my jeans and shirt and laid down next to her. I whispered good night in her ear and wrapped my arms around her tummy and soon her breathing got heavier and heavier and she was soon asleep, even though I was not even close to sleeping. All I could do was lay there and look at her, why was I so stupid? I’d travel the world for her and still I almost let her go.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
I woke up and realized that my pillow was wet from sweating I had the most awful nightmares last night. I quickly looked to my right to see that Louis was still there, but I guess that was just a dream too. I dried off the sweat on my forehead and jumped into the shower.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 29.
*ZAYN'S POV*
Louis face just dropped. He kept trying to speak, from time to time he opened his mouth but nothing came out. Ad I swear regret and shame was written all over his face. And the tears streamed down his face, because we both knew, he had lost her.
- - What am I going to do? She was and she still is my everything.
- - Go after her, that’s all I have Louis.
- - What if she doesn’t want me back then?
- - She loves you, she just feel let down and broken, so you need to go to her and be there ofr her and fix her. Come on I’ll go with you to the airport.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
When I stepped of the plane the good old London air hit me with a warm welcome as I walked into the airport to get to where all the taxis were. I walked through the airport and there was a face I’d recognize anywhere.
- - GRANNY!
- - Nathalie!
- - And Lucy! I’ve missed you guys so much, like you wouldn’t believe!
- - Harry called me and told me you were coming home, what is up sweetheart? Is it something with Louis?
- - Yes..
Even though this was the least thing I wanted to think or talk about right now I knew that sooner or later I’d at least have to talk or think about it.
- - So what happened?
I started telling her everything as we walked out towards the car and I kept talking the whole car ride home.
- - So he cheated on you and you cheated on him?
- - Well you see, he was fully conscious when he cheated on me, I was drugged so I had no idea of what was going on.
- - Sounds like you both did bad stuff Nathalie, so you can’t blame it all on him.
- - Granny, I’m not. I tried to tell him what happened and apologize but he didn’t listen to me. I didn’t know what to do.
- - So you ran away.
- - Yes…
When we got home I read a bedtime story for Lucy and then I sat down on the couch with granny and a cup of tea and started talking again and this time it wasn’t just Louis, mum, dad, family, the funeral and a lot of other stuff. When the clock struck 2 I was so tired I could barely stand.
- - I think it’s time for bed, yeah?
- - I can’t do anything but agree.
I gave her a hug.
- - You know you can always come to me and talk, no matter what sweetheart.
- - I know granny, and that is one of many reasons why I love you. Thank you.
- - I love you too. Good night.
- - Good night.
I went to my room, took off my clothes and pulled on my Louis’ t-shirt, which I always slept in. I went to the bathroom and washed off my makeup and then I brushed my teeth before I laid myself down in bed. I fell asleep quicker than I imagined but it wasn’t a god sleep though. Only after arund an hour I woke up cold sweating and having nightmares.
*LOUIS’ POV*
I stood outside Nathalie’s grandma’s house. But I couldn’t gather up the courage to actually knock or ring the doorbell. After quite a while I finally knocked gently on the door but no one opened it so I turned around and started walking towards my car.
- - Louis? Is that you?
I turned around to see a familiar face.
- - Yes, yes it is. Is Nathalie here?
- - Yes, but she is sleeping. But do you want to come in? You can go to her if you want.
- - If it’s okay, yeah.
I walked back towards the house and went directly towards Nathalie’s room. When I opened the door, there she was. She must be dreaming a night mare because she was always sweating when she had nightmares and her forehead was really sweaty.
- - Nathalie I know you probably can’t hear me, but I’m sorry and I love you.
- - AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, NO, NO, NO GO AWAY! DON’T HURT ME, NO PLEASE, NO!!!
She sat up on the bed screaming and crying and sweating. I hated seeing her like this, but I knew why she was like this, whenever something bad happened this happened to her.
- - Shhh, shhh, Nathalie it’s okay, I’m here, it will all be alright.
I sat up in her bed and held her. I felt her arms wrap themselves around me and I heard her crying into my chest.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 28.
I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier by every second. I heard a weak knock I the background but my sobbing and my tiredness pushed away the sound. I woke up by the sun coming in through the window. I stood up and looked around the room, it looked like a complete mess. But what did that matter, so was I, a complete mess. I grabbed the last pieces of clothing lying around and pushed it down my bag. I put my messy hair up in a messy bun and pulled on Louis’ hoodie and walked out of my room with all my bags. I checked out, put on my sunglasses and pulled up the hood.
– - Hey! Aren’t you Louis’ girlfriend?
I bite the bullet and just kept walking over to one of the taxis.
- - Airport?
- - Yes, please.
I gave him all my bags and sat down in the backseat. Just as we started driving off the rain started hitting the windows and I couldn’t help but feel the tears do just the same on my cheeks.
- - Are you okay, miss?
- - Yeah, yeah, I’m okay.
Hello lies! It didn’t take long to come to the airport. I handed him money and walked in. I booked a flight home and my luggage was so small I could take in my hand luggage. I walked through security and on towards the gate. It wasn’t many people there, but a few. I bought a magazine and I soon found a starbucks. I sat down and ordered a frappucino. A while later you got to board the flight, I was walking down that long hall on my way to the plane. There were quite a few people before me.
- - Nathalie!? Nathalie?!?!
I turned around and saw a breathless Zayn catching his breath.
- - What are you doing here?
- - You can’t leave just because this happened. He loves you.
- - It’s not just this Zayn, he has found someone else.
He just stood up straight looking at me like, he had seen a ghost.
- - What?
- - Yes, so bye. I’m going back home. Have a good time and I wish all the best for all of you.
I turned around and walked towards the plane. When I had finally sat down on my seat I just plugged I my music and drifted off.
*ZAYN’S POV*
- - What did you do?
- - Zayn what are you on about?
- - Nathalie said that you were with someone else, who, who might be better than Nathalie?
I saw him swallow and looked down.
- - She’s gone Louis’.
- - What?
- - She’s on a plane back home to London. She loved you.
- - Don’t you think I love her!? And what did she do to me?
- - You know why she did it, she wasn’t herself for god’s sake.
- - She doesn’t drink.
- - Of course she don’t.
- - Than why are you talking about that she wasn’t herself?
Was he serious? He looked at me like I was stupid.
- - She was drugged, someone put some kind of date rape drug in her drink are you freaking out of your mind, she would never in a million years cheat on you. And there you are cheating on her.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 27.
I looked over at the doctor that was standing next to me.
- But that can’t be possible. I did not take any kind of drugs and I have never done so either.
- Well the tests came out positive for a date rape drug, which you often don’t take but someone often put them in your food, or in probably your case, drink to sexually assault someone.
I felt a big lump in my throat and I couldn’t find a word to say. My head got heavy and I got all dizzy.
- Nathalie!?
I took up all the strength I had in my body and opened my eyes and looked over at Harry.
- I need to see Lou.
I sat up on the edge of the bed with my head still spinning. But Harry Niall walked up to me and took my hand and said something I quite couldn’t understand because whatever someone said it just sounded like mumble. He sat next to me on the bed and Harry on my other side and Zayn sat next to Niall. My hearing slowly got back and I heard a few words and soon I heard everything.
- Nathalie, we love you. You’re like one of the boys but in a girl way, aha you know what I mean. Louis just needs time to calm down and realize that all of this was a mistake.
- But I have ruined it. I cheated on Lou with his best friend, some guy in the bar gave me date rape drug I should have been smarter than just accepting the beer he gave me. I’m so stupid, he won’t ever forgive me for this. I won’t forgive myself.
Niall leaned his head on my shoulder and I felt Harry’s arms around me, I leaned my head on Niall’s. Zayn stretched his hand out and I grabbed it.
- I’m so sorry Nathalie.
- It’s okay Zayn, you were drunk and I was drugged.
- Yeah. But I’m sorry.
- Me too. Louis probably won’t ever speak to either of us again.
- He will, he always comes around eventually.
- I hope so.
After a few hours of speaking and some laughter I got to go back to the hotel. I had called Louis at least 20 times but he hadn’t picked up once neither did he answer any of my texts. I was doomed. He hates me.
Niall and Harry gave me a hug and so did Zayn and once again he said sorry while hugging me, why did he keep saying that I said it was fine. I took a deep breath before I opened the door for Niall’s and Louis’ room.
- Hello?
Louis came out of the bathroom with just a towel around his hips. He looked surprised at me.
- Oh hi.
- Before you say anything and before I explain the whole thing, I’m sorry, I’ve missed you and I love you.
- What’s there to explain, Nathalie? You cheated on me with my best friend. You broke my heart.
The tears streamed down my face, even though I know I got drugged I did all those things and no matter how much I wanted to deny it, it was true, I broke his heart, I was an awful person.
- I know and I’m sorry but please let me explain.
- No, please Nathalie just go.
I saw the tears on his cheeks.
- Please.
I walked up to him and put my hand on his chest, I missed feeling his touch, his warm skin on mine. He put his fingertips on my collarbone and went around to my back.
- No, no, I can’t do this, you broke my heart!
I whispered sorry one last time befre I walked out and ran past Harry, Niall, Zayn and Liam that was standing just outside the door. I ran into my room. I threw all my stuff down in my bag with anger and sadness and then I just broke down on the floor crying.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 26.
Niall just shot me a confused look and tried to say something but it was to loud in here.
All I heard was, let’s go ask Zayn. Wherever he was.
- I think I saw him on his way to the loo.
Niall screamed to so I was gonna hear. He took my arm and we walked through the crowd and into the loo.
- - Zayn? Zayn, dude are you in here?
We heard something from one of the stalls.
- - Zayn?
Niall grabbed the handle and opened it and thank there was Zayn and-
- -Nathalie!? What the fuck are you doing? And Zayn for god’s sake man how could you?
Nathalie stepped out of the stall and buttoned up her pants again and Zayn started putting on his shirt again.
- - What’s wrong Zayn? Why would you do that? And you too, Nathalie how could you.
I turned around and saw her lying down on the floor, lifeless. We called after an ambulance and it was there in the matter of seconds.
What happened. I know she doesn’t drink, which means she couldn’t have been drunk but she would never cheat on Louis sober either. It didn’t make any sense. She would never do that. And I know that even if she ever got drunk she would never cheat ad Louis.
They took her to an empty room right away so all we could do was wait.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
I woke up due to a man who was sticking a needle in my arm.
- - What are you doing?
He slowly turned to me and showed of a smile.
- - You are finally awake.
- - Yeah. But what happened?
Harry, Niall and Zayn come in. But it was something strange with it, especially Zayn.
- - Hello.
- - Is Louis here, where is Louis?
- - He is at the hotel.
- - And you guys are here?
- - Seems so yeah.
- - So who is going to tell me the reason why I am here.
- - Don’t you remember.
- - Remember what?
- - When we went out, the club?
Everything in my memory was so blury
- - I remember that we were going out, somewhere I don’t remember much after that.
Harry looked surprised at me.
- - Well the night where going rally great until Louis ran out of the club crying and we had no idea what it was and we looked up Zayn and when we found him he was quite busy with a girl, that was you.
I couldn’t think, I couldn’t speak, everything in my head became even more chaos. How, why? No.
- - Please tell me you’re kidding.
I looked over at Zayn.
- - He is kidding, right!? We didn’t kiss, we couldn’t have! And how did I become so drunk, I had one beer.
- - Nathalie, you were not drunk, all the tests we did on you came out positive for drugs.
- - What!?
Fråga mig inte varför texten är skum, för klockan är 2, jag är dödstrött och inge funkar så jag vill döda nån. Men u är det här och jag tycker att det är dags att ni börjar kommentera ige så jag vet om ni gillar det eller inte för då fär jag ju skriva kommande bättre eller så som ni kanske vill ha det hela. KRAM
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 25.
- Oh, okay.
He laid down on the bed and I rested my head on his chest as we continued to watch the movie. After our third movie, both of us got pretty bored and restless.
- What to do, what to do?
Louis said while standing up pulling some weird faces. I stood up on the bed and for once I was actually a bit taller than him, it was not much but I was taller.
- You’re so short baby.
He just looked at me and laughed.
- Yeah, I’m the one who is standing on a bed and is just like and inch taller then you.
- Yes you are. No but what shall we do?
- Jump up.
Louis turned around and before I jumped up on his back I slapped his ass.
- Sorry, I just had to.
I heard a small laugh and then we started moving. He went out of our room and we got quite a few weird looks as we passed by some people in the hall.
- Where are we going?
- The boys room.
A few doors later we stopped, Louis looked up the door and he ran in and screamed.
- NIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL!!
And I shortly followed him. And you could see Niall’s jump he did. Then he just turned around and looked at us. Soon Niall was hunting us down the hall. I was on Louis back could barely breathe from all the laughing, hearing Louis laugh just as much and then you heard a loud typical Niall laugh from further down the hall.
- What the hell are you doing out here?
All three of us stopped and turned around and saw Paul looking at us like we were 3 complete idiots. Louis cleared his throat.
- Uhm, yeah. We were bored..
- Ugh.. Well you better be quiet because they will throw you out if you don’t.
- Okay. So what do we do now?
Niall looked at us and he looked completely lost.
- I have no idea.
- A club maybe?
Louis looked at me with a huge grin when I said that.
- Yes, yes, yes!
Niall looked pretty pleased too. We went to get the rest of the boys and then we all went and changed, since I had no intention what so ever to go to a club in my sweats and Louis T-shirt. I had a quick shower, pulled on a pair of shorts and big oversized knitted shirt and some jewelry, not so much make up. And then some shoes. Seconds later we all stood outside the hotel and waited for the cab. We also decided where to go. About 10 min later we were inside the club and there was a lot of people and loud music and alcohol. It was only me that was under age, but it was my birthday in a few days any way, and it’s not like I have never drank before. But only just one, my worst ever fear was to become like dad.
- Babe, do you want anything?
- Just a beer thank you.
- Just a beer? You sure you don’t want anything else?
- Yes, Louis you know why I don’t drink more than that.
- Yeah, but it’s just one night.
- I’m still just drinking ne beer.
- Yeah, yeah.
I sat down by the bar while everyone else was off dancing. This guy came up to me and sat down next to me. He started saying something in Sweden which I did not understand at all.
- I’m sorry but I can’t understand a word you’re saying, you see I’m not really from here.
- Sorry! I said what’s your name sexy?
- Well, I’m Nathalie.
- Nice to meet you Nathalie, I’m Jonathan. Do you want a drink?
- No thank you.
- Come on, one drink?
- No.
He said something to the bartender and then turned to me again.
- Let me at least buy you a better beer than that.
I looked down on the bottle of beer I was holding I had barely drank anything of.
- Okay, but only one!
- Of course!
I gave the bartender my old beer and got a new one.
- Is that your card?
- What?
- Is that your card.
The guy pointed down on the floor. And as he said there was my card. I bent down and picked it up.
- Thank you, no worries.
I took a few sips of my beer and after that the most went blurry.
*HARRY’S POV*
I ran through the club multiply times to try and find someone of the boys and finally I found Niall.
- What happened? Why was Louis so upset that he ran out??
Blev lite sent men hade inte den bleckaste vad jag skulle skriva men nu är det här och jag skrev lite längre så jag kunde göra upp för att det kom sent! KRAM
Imorgon
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 24.
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When we walked out of the hotel there actually were girls standing outside waiting for the lads. Which I didn’t expect since they just got started. My grip around Louis’ hand got stronger, he signed a few papers took a few pictures.
- Who are you?
A young girl around 15 asked.
- I’m Nathalie.
- Are you Louis’ girlfriend?
Lou looked at me with a big smile.
- Yes she is.
- Well you are very lucky to have him Nathalie.
- I know, thank you. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
She gave me a big smile and then asked for a hug. And then we started walking again.
- She was so sweet.
- Yeah, she was.
We bought all kind of candy, they had so much here. We bought soda and some crisps and on our way back to the hotel room we stopped by McDonalds. We walked hand in hand back and there was still people at the hotel some I recognized from earlier and you could see that it had gotten more people there. More people ask who I was and some said nice things, some become I quiet and I heard someone say “You’re ugly and stupid!”
Even though I knew she was jealous and she had no idea that I went out with the highest grades in my school it struck me, no matter how much good the other said the bad is what you hear and take in the most. When we stepped into our room I didn’t say much.
- What’s wrong baby?
- Nothing let’s just eat and watch one of the movies, yeah?
- Promise you’ll tell me if there is anything?
- Yup.
Half way through the first movie which was the breakfast club it struck me that not even half of their fans is gonna like me. Nathalie step up your game, you know you’re better than that.
- Babe, I can see that something is wrong, tell me.
- It’s just silly actually, ha.
- What then?
- Just one of the girls out there called me ugly and stupid. But you know what I know I’m better than that and I know that I’m good because I went out school with the best grades in my year.
- I can’t believe someone actually said that.
- Babe, like I said it was just silly, I don’t even care about it. Because I know I’m better than that and she was just jealous or something. Top thinking about it okay?
- Yeah, but you are truly beautiful, you know that right?
- Mhm.
The movie was over sooner or later and we just changed to a new one. And just 15 in, Louis’ phone went off. He looked at it then on me, then on the phone and then me and then he looked quickly at both before he said sorry and stepped into the hallway to talk to someone.
I got up from the bed and pushed my ear gently against the door so I could hear. At first he was kind of whispering and then the longer he spoke the louder he spoke and he was soon half yelling half mastered himself not to scream. Who the heck was he talking to? I hadn’t heard any names but I could hear at times that he was smiling through the phone.
- Bye Matilda.
That was all I heard, I threw myself on the bed again and seconds later Louis walked back in.
- Who was that?
- Yeah, you know, just work.
Har fått JÄTTE fina kommentarer senaste tiden om att min engelska är "helt otrolig" osv. Och ack så jätte mycket, tycker själv att det är den bästa men det är bra att ni tycker det är bra! Tack, Puss o Kram På Er! <3
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 23.
We walked for at least 40 min and then we stopped at one of the many bridges there was here. I stood and leaned against the railing and Louis stood behind me with his head on my shoulder and his arms around me as we looked out over Stockholm.
- It’s beautiful here.
- Yes, but not as beautiful as you Nathalie.
- I’m sorry for getting so mad over this stupid thing.
- Stop it, that’s over. Now when you actually is here we’re going to have a great time, yeah?
- Yeah.
I turned around so I faced him and we kissed.
- Come on, let’s head back to the hotel I’m getting cold, are you?
- No I’m good.
He looked at me and lifted his eyebrows then he gave me his jacket. And then he picked me up.
- Good god Lou, what are you doing!?
- Giving you a piggy back.
- Ahaha you’re crazy.
I put my arms around him and laid my head against his.
- But I love you.
- I love you too.
I didn’t take us long to get back to the hotel.
- Are you sleeping in my room or am I sleeping in yours?
- Well Niall is in mine, so defiantly yours. No offence to Niall.
- I know what you mean, come here pretty boy.
The next morning I woke up with two big blue eyes watching me. My quilt was half way down my body so you could see my whole back.
- Morning.
- Morning.
I leaned in and kissed him.
- So do you have work today?
- No, not today.
- Good, so sightseeing or bed all day?
- Like you even have to ask, bed any day with you. But we gotta go get some candy, junk food and a few movies first.
- You know me too well.
I sat up on the edge of the bed and just pulled over an oversized top over my head. It was open really long down on the side so you could see a lot of skin. After that I pulled on a pair of skinny jeans and we were off to the store.
Gud jag slackar efter totalt med uppateringen, förlåt! Har både haft mycket grejer som hänt i helgen och sen ingen ork men nu sitter jag här klockan 12 och fixar bara för er! Haha. Och juste, tack för alla fina kommentarer, de gör mina dagar! KRAM
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 22.
- I, I, well, you weren’t the one that picked up when I called.
- You haven’t even called me!
He looked at me confused.
- Louis?
I looked behind him and there stood 3 girls.
- And who are they?
- Just a, few friends..
- Friends, my ass.
- But about the calls. I called you time after time.
- No you didn’t, I haven’t gotten one call since you left! Do you wanna see my phone, I can show you!
I pulled up my phone from my pocket and the last call or text o had gotten from Louis was one or two days before they left for Sweden. Then Louis pulled up his phone and he had called about 20 times and left quite a few texts, but he hadn’t called me. It was one digit of the number that was wrong.
- I must have put in the wrong number. I updated the phone just when we got here and then all the numbers and so on got deleted and so I must have put in the wrong number. Oh god I’m stupid.
I threw my arms around him.
- No, I’m so sorry I should’ve known better. I’m sorry for over reacting.
I looked down at our feet and the black carpet we were standing on.
- Don’t be sorry, I should be sorry.
He lifted my chin up and looked me right in the eyes.
- Do you want to go for a walk?
- Yes.
He took my hand, said goodbye to the boys and those three girls, whose name was Matilda, Sarah and Elin. I also gave them a weak smile and then we stepped out in the dark, kind of chilly Stockholm.
Ja, jag vet att det är kort men det får bli så nu! Har inte tid att skriva mer just nu. Men en sak till Matilda, Sarah och Elin ni kommer vara med mer i novellen sen, ahah. Så oroa er inte dt kommer! :-) Och juste nästa kapitel kommer troligen ite försen söndag, mitten på dagen för jag ska vara borta hela helgen! Kram!
Det kommer, det kommer!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 21.
He didn’t pick up the two upcoming days either. I decided to call one of the boys, Harry didn’t answer, Liam didn’t answer, neither did Zayn but when I finally called Niall he picked up.
- Thank god someone is alive over there.
- Hello.
I barely heard what he was saying since he was whispering.
- Hi Niall, why are you whispering?
- Well, you know…
- No I don’t know. And why is no one answering their phone?
- Niall, com on we have to get in there and sing!
I heard Louis’ voice from a distance.
- Uhm, yeah I have to go, bye.
I didn’t even get the chance of saying good bye before he hung up.
What on earth was going on over there? Why did he whisper?
It had gone 2 weeks now since I spoke to Louis and about a week since I spoke to Niall. I started to get worried.
- Grandma, I can’t do this I have to get over there and see what is going on. I’m starting to get worried.
- Finally, I thought you’d never say that. I booked you a ticket yesterday it’s it to get there and home. And it’s one of those tickets when you can go whenever there is place on the flight, okay?
- Okay. Thank you.
I grabbed a big bag and put down some underwear and some jeans and some tops. Since I started eating now I had gained some weight and body started to look normal again. Started getting thighs back, bum, breast and my face was starting to come back.
- Bye granny, bye Lucy. I love you.
I took a cab to the airport and took the fastest plane to Sweden.
4 hours later I was standing in Stockholm. It was a lot of people and it looked really nice.
I remembered that they were staying at central hotel so I started asking people about the way and soon I was standing outside a big door.
- Hello.
- Hello, Miss.
- Do you have any rooms available?
- Yes, room 288 is that okay?
- Perfect, thank you.
- You’re on the third floor.
- Okay, thank you.
I went up to my floor and sat down on the bed. All I wanted to do now was to see his face and to hear his voice and know what was wrong. I put my bag on the bed, changed clothes and after that I was starving so I went down to the cafeteria.
I sat down by one of the tables and soon a waiter came over and I ordered pasta with some sauce and just seconds later I heard a laugh across the room and I knew that it was Niall’s I turned around and well there he was, and Liam and Harry. I stood up and went over to them.
- Hello.
Niall slowly turned around and looked surprised at me.
- He, hello.
- What is going, and tell me the truth.
Niall’s eyes got bigger and he looked right past me.
- N, Nathalie.
I turned around and saw Louis. I pushed him slightly backwards with a push against his chest. I was mad but at the same time I just want his hands to go in under my shirt and up on my back, feel his fingers trail down my spine and all the way down to my legs.
- Why aren’t you answering my calls!?
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 20.
I spent that whole day inside my room, watching Disney movies with Lucy, talking with granny or Lucy or sleeping, just listening to music and stuff like that. Louis didn’t call once so I guess he was just busy with all the recording so I picked up the phone and pressed in his number.
- Hello?
- Hi babe!
- Nathalie, hi! I miss you so much.
- I miss you too. I wish you were here so bad.
- I know, me too. I’m defiantly going to take you to Sweden one day it’s so beautiful here baby.
- Yeah, I’d love that.
I sat there on my bed with the phone and we spoke and laughed for hours and soon the clock was no less than 4am.
- I really have to go. Niall is nagging on me that I’m speaking to loudly on the phone.
- Ha, okay. But I don’t want you to.
- Me neither, I could sit here and speak for days just to hear your voice.
- It sucks being so far away from you.
- I know, it really does. But I’m really sorry I have to go. I’ll talk to you soon.
- Yes, I love you.
- I love you too.
And soon it wasn’t Louis on the other side any more, just beeps.
This is going to be the first summer I’ve ever not spent every day with Louis. We were always together and now that we actually is TOGETHER we are in two different places.
I put my head down on the pillow and plugged in some music. Sofa with Ed Sheeran came on and i soon my head getting heavier and heavier.
- Good morning sweetheart.
I looked up and I saw grandma standing there all dressed and ready for something.
- I’m heading over to a friend’s house for some coffee, just to let you know. And Lucy is down in the kitchen eating breakfast, okay?
- Okay. Love you.
- Love you.
She walked out of the room and a few sec later I heard the door to the house open and closed. I sat up on the bed and put on a hoodie that Louis left here for me. I didn’t bother putting on any pants.
- Morning, Lucy.
- Morning.
- What do you want to do today, sunshine?
- I want to bath outside in a pool.
- Yeah? Let’s do that then!
After I also had eaten some breakfast, I had dressed both me and Lucy we made our way to the closest store we thought could sell these small children’s pools. It didn’t take us long either, the second store we went to had it.
It took us about an hour to fill it but before then we were soaked because of the water fights. It was a perfect size for Lucy and when I sat down next to her it covered like half of my legs.
Pretty soon Lucy got tired and cold so we went inside and dried off, by then grandma was home. We made some hot tea and I sat down on the couch with wet hair and just a towel and called up Louis. But he didn’t answer. I looked up at the clock and it was 7 pm so he should probably pick up.
I called about an hour later but, same thing.
Another hour later and the clock had past 9 and I called again and it was the same.
What was going on with him?
OCH VINNAREN ÄR......
Lycka till nu sötnosar!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 19.
When I woke up I heard Lucy out playing in the garden and I also heard granny’s voice.
I sat up on the big bed and looked over the other side of it where Louis perfect shaped body had laid. I missed him so much and I hadn’t even been away from him 24 hours. Louis was mad for saying that this was going to work. I’m gonna start to cry and beg him to come back, not that desperately but close.
I laid down on the bed with my eyes looking straight up in the ceiling and pulled the quilt back over my body. I heard the front door getting opened and closed and I heard their voices speaking.
Today I felt like just doing nothing, lay in bed all day, coffee, ice cream, Louis. Oh, I wish!
- Nathalie are you awake?
- Yes, do you need help with anything?
- No, I just heard something upstairs and wanted to check so it was you , and not a thief.
Even though she said thief, we both knew that’s not what she meant. He meant my dad.
- Not to be mean or anything can you just bring up a cup of coffee for me granny? I can go down and get it if you want.
- No, just stay wherever you are and I’ll come with some nice coffee, sweetheart.
- Thank you so, so, so much!
Not even 10 min later she came up, gave me a good morning hug and a cup of coffee.
I swept the quilt around me and walked up to the window, still with the coffee cup in my hand. I put it down by the window and opened it up. It was quite a bad weather actually. Looked like it was about to start to rain any minute, just like my tears.
I took up my mug again stood there and watched everything. Just taking in fresh air and nature.
Var ute med min familj och åt på middag och gick på bio idag så det blev lite sent men här är det iaf! Och en frågade vad tävlingen går ut på, tja jag kommer lotta ut ett av namnen som har anmält sig och om man vinner får ma vara med i novellen. Kommer apropå det dra vinnaren imorgon, så håll tummarna nu! kram
