I sat in the room as usual and when i got home yesterday mum was pissed. No more walks, taking away the one thing that helped me get through the days. But i did sneak out tonight though, but only on the roof because tecnically i never took a walk outside the hospital. 

This day was the one of the longest i've ever had at the hospital. I didnt do much, the nurseswalked in and out of the room all the time. And when mum wasnt in my room a nurse sat there watching me so i wouldn't "run away" jesus christ..

All i wanted to do was to walk out and sit down in the waitinroom and see Liam walk in. But no, that wasn' happening and when i was aloud to take walks again Danielle was going to be out of the hospital and Liam was going to be with her. 

It was two weeks since i was "grounded" now, Liam and Danielle was probably out and all i could do was to sit here really. 

 

 

It was two weeks now, two weeks ago since i saw Rebecca the last time. I wonder what scared her off like that. She just ran and then she never came back or even said a word. 

I thought about her everyday and it didn't pass one day that i went to the hospital and sat there waiting for her. 

i wanted her, needed her, here, now. 

It was a sunday today. I sat in my car and drove through London. I came to the hospital, parked it and went in. SHe had to be here, today she was going to be there. In the waitingroom waiting for me and i would she her face lit up in a smile and we would take our regular walks around the hospital and might take a quick sec up on the roof and just look out over London. 

I walked in and closed my eyes.

- You're going to sit there, in the same sofa you always sit in. You're going to sit there waiting for me and I'm going to feel your arms around me when you give me a good morning hug. 

I slowly opened my eyes hoping that she actually would sit there. 

But i was in for disappointing, like all ther other mornings. No Rebecca. 

I walked up to the front desk. 

- Hello.

I said Rebecca's mum's name.

- I'm sorry there is no one in this whole hospital by that name. But there is a Rebecca with the same last name.

- But that's her daughter?

- Yes. She has been here for soon two months. 

I took a strong grip on the counter so I wouldnt fall down on the floor because my legs were giving in beneth me. 

- Can I see her, ca, can i go to her room?

- uhm I'm affraid that you can't right now she is in her cancer radiation sesion right now. But in a few hours, yes of course.

- Okay thank you.

My head was spinning so fast as I stumbled out of the hospital again.

- Maybe we should get back?

- Or we can just lay here for a bit more.

- No I kinda have to get back to my mum.

- Yeah of course.

We both sat up and he then helped me up. We walked in silence down towards the exit again. 

- Good bye then.

- Good bye.

- I'll see you here tomorrow, then?

- Yeah. 

I saw him turn around and walk out. I turned around as well and went up to my room. Mum was sitting there reading. 

- The nurse are coming in a few minutes so you need to stay here for a few hours.

- Yeah of course, where else would I be.

I couldn't sleep that night. I don't knwo wether it was that all I could think of was him or that i was thinking of that he had a girlfriend. But he would never like me more than a friend anyway. I mean come on look at his girlfriend. 

Ended up sleeping about 2 hours. I ate breakfast and right after that i went down to the waitingroom and Liam was already there.

- Hi, you're up early! 

- Yeah well me and lads are heading for McDonalds breakfast i wondered if you maybe want to come with us?

- Me? 

- Yes.

- But, but what about Danielle?

- What we are just friends.

Even though i knew that that was all we ever could be, it was like a dagger right through the heart.

- Yeah, friends. Ive already had breakfast sorry.

- But can't you just join anyway, please for me?

- Fine, but I have to tell my mum first.

I ran to the room and i already had my jeans and a hoodie on so i almost screamed the words in mums face.

- Can, can i talk a long walk?

- But, what? Yeah i guess, 1,5 tops though! 

- Okay, thank you, I love you! As fast as I could and i was soon back in the waitingroom. It took us only 10-15  min to walk there. Liam bought a whole breakfast i insisted on not having anything since i didn't have any money but he bought me a hot chocolate and a bagel. We went over to one of the tables and 4 lads sat around it.

- Guys, his is Rebecca.

- Hi!

- Hello!

The moment i sat down we all just blabered away.

- Excuse me, but what time is it?

- It's 12.36.

- What!?

I shoudl have been back to the hospital almost an hour ago.

- I'm sorry but i have to run, it was amazing to meet you guys.

I ran out of McDonalds. I heard Liam scream after me i quickly turned around and waved and then i just kept running. As i walked in I saw mum standing in the waiting room.

- Where have you been young lady? I told you to be back here one hour ago. Teh nurses went around the hospital and you were nowhere to be found! This is not okay. Rebecca, I've been worred sick! You just walking off like this! Lying, this is not you. No more walks for 3 weeks! 

It was a week ago since i first met Liam now and i sat in the waiting room as he walked in to the room he had his regular smile on his lips a simple blue pair of jeans a plaid shirt.

- Hello! 

- Hi, babe! So what are we doing today?

- I wanna show you something. With that I stood up and reached out my hand. 

He hesitated for a bit but took my hand and stood up as well. I pulled him behind me as we walked through the halls of the hospital. We took the elevator all the way up and took the stairs he last two floors. 

I opened a door and the cold wind hit my face I pulled Liam out on the roof with me. I let go of his hand and walked all the way to the edge. 

- This is amazing Rebecca. 

- Yeah, i love it up here I usually bring my iPod and i can just sit here for hours and at night just sitting here seeing the stars and everything is just so calm and peaceful. Just looking out over London, there is nothing better honestly.

- Even better than spending time with me?

- Haha, of course not! Haha but seriously nothing beats being up here at night looking at the stars.

We both laid down on the roof and looked up at the sky. I had my head on his arm.

- So tell me about your friends, what are they like?

- Well Louis he might be one of my oldest closest friend but he sure is the most childish but he is hilarious, he always gets me and lads laughing, Niall irishman, loves sports, loves life and he is just smiling everyday always hungry. Harry ladiesman, flirts a lot, haha, but he is also always happy and smiling and a day on set with him and you're never bored. Zayn, falls asleep everywhere and he might be shy in the beginning but he is Louis' partner in crime, always cracking you up. And Andy of course known him since forever, grew up in the same town, same school. It's always good to come home and see him. They always got my back. What about yours?

- Yeah, uhm, don't really got that many, to be honest. I have my best friend and i barely see her any more, really miss her. When i started coming here all the time she found herself a boyfriend and soon if i were lucky she called few times a week. I haven't spoken to her in weeks now. I called, but she doesn't answer.

- I'm sorry.

- Why it's not yoru fault, Liam.

He looked me in the eyes and i felt safe, his face came closer and closer mine.

No, he got a girlfriend.

I turned my head the other way and bite the bullet.

- So uhm, your girlfriend how's she like?

- Uhm, she is great, just great. They said that she will be out soon.

- That's great.

- Yeah. 

We both just laid there in silence, but this time it was awkward and i just wanted to hit myself for pulling away from the kiss. I wanted to turn my head and press his lips on mine, scream in his face and beg for him to kiss me.

But i didn't.

When i came back  mum sat and shewed on an apple. 

- How are you feeling today?

- Good, you?

- Good.

i sat up on the bed and turend on the Tv, it was nothing fun on so i sat down on the floor by the window that went all the way down to the floor. I plugged in my music and i was gone. 

i looked out of the window, i missed home, I hadn't been home in over a month now. And i missed my friends like crazy.

i turned around and looked over at mum that was watching some lame old TV show.

- Mum?

- Yes? Shesaid while she turned her head towards me and turned the sound on the TV off.

- Is it okay if I take a walk around the Hospital?

- Yeah sure, but not far like last time.

- Yeah, okay.

I plugged in my headphones again and heard a slight sound from the TV in the background as i pulled on my shoes.

i walked out of the main entrance and the cold wind hit my face. I should have taken my hoodie on But i didn't feel like turning back so i didn't care to much that it was so cold. I came to the smaller entrance and to even notice anything and just as i had walked passed it i felt a hand on the shoulder. It was probably just one of the nurses. 

I turned around and there stood the boy from earlier. 

- Hi Rebecca.

- Hi, I didn't see you there. 

- Yeah you seem kind of into your music.

- Haha, yeah.

It was a kinda awkward silence and I didn't know whether I should stay there or keep on walking. He put his hands down his fron pockets.

- Yeah, I should go.

- Do you mind if I go with you?

- Sure, why not.

- You were right by the way?

- What? What was this boys talking about?

- About my girlfriend. She only had a minor concussion and a broken arm in two places.

I put on my regular worn out jeans and an oversized t-shirt that hung over the chair and my beanie. I kissed my mum on her forehead while she was sleepin and put on my slippers as I walked out of my room, couldnt breath in there. I walked around in the halls and ended up in the waiting room looking at everyone passing by. Broken legs, wound across the wrist, cuts, bike accidents, cra accidents. Everyone just passing by me within seconds. But then one bed came rolling in wih a young woman on it. It looked kind of like she was faking it, well not really faking but she was definatly exaggerating. 

The boy who had been walking next to the bed the whole hallway down sat down next to me on the couch. He was so nervous. He looked like he could piss himself any minute. But he was cute. Early 20, brown hair fixed up in a perfect hairdoo, big brown eyes, pretty tall, pair of skinny jeans and just a regular wine red shirt. 

- Is that your girlfriend?

- Yes, yes it is.

He was about to cry.

- Wanna know a secret?

He waited a while before answering, he just sat there looking at me.

- S, sure, why not.

- She is exaggerating.

- What, how dare you? 

- Trust me, I've seen people like her before. She only got what looks like a concussion and a broken arm. I dare you to tell me I'm wrong.

- You are so wrong. 

- Anyway why are you here?

- I'm here for my mum. but i hate sitting in that room all teh time, i can't breath it's so small and i just don' like hospitals. 

We ended up talking for two hours before a nurse came and tapped on my shoulder.

- Sweetie your mum is wondering where you are i think you should go back to the room.

- yeah sure.

- It was nice meeting you. 

- Nice meeting you too.

I stood up and walked around the corner on my way to the room.

I soon quickly turned around put my head around the corner. 

- I'm Rebecca by the way.

- I'm Liam.

He smiled and looked back down at his phone and the grin wouldnt come off my face.

 

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I felt a few lonely tears stream down my face as I was in the middle of a wave but I didn’t want to think about it, at all.

But my mind kept wandering off and it was like a smack in the face every time I thought about the fact that Niall had left.

I saw James sitting on the beach, but right now all I wanted to was to be alone so I stayed on my board a while longer in hope that he would leave but he didn’t and I was exhausted.

-         Melani, hi. I heard what happened with you and Niall.

-         Please just don’t.

-         Come on, he pretty much unfriended me not much worse than being dumped.

-         What?

-         Yeah he called me when he touched down in London and had a breakout on me through the phone, and at one point I even think he was crying because he was mad and sad. So can we please talk about it?

-         We can talk but not about that.

-         Deal.

I sat down and felt the wind blow in my hair and you could feel fall coming which I hated.

We didn’t talk much, not at all actually. We just sat there on the beach. Didn’t feel like moving or doing anything. Until I broke the silence.

-         That night, it was a mistake, right?

-         Yes, well I think so can’t remember much to be honest.

-         Ha, me neither can’t really remember anything to be honest.

We bought burst out laughing.

*NIALL’S POV*

When I walked into Melani’s house her mum said she weren’t there. And after that my best guess was the beach.

As I walked across the beach I saw two body’s and one of them was defiantly Melani and…James. I was only a few feet away from them now.

My heart dropped, I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t move.  

*MELANI’S POV*

I felt James lean in and how his lips crashed on mine but I didn’t kiss back, I couldn’t, I didn’t want. I pushed him away.

-         Ha, I came here to say sorry. But I guess you’re already over it.

-         Niall! Shit, no, no. Why the fuck would you do that.

I looked over at James who just looked stupid.

-         Fuck off James. NIALL FOR GOD’S SAKE STOP.

I stopped up and hurried over to him with my board under my arm.

-         Please, it wasn’t me, it was all James.

-         Bet it was all him last time too.

-         No! Listen last time was a mistake such as now. Last time sure it was apparently both of us, but was a huge mistake and I can’t even remember it, all I remember is waking up next to James. And this time it was James, and I can assure you that it was all James! For fuck’s sake stop then Niall!

I’ve waited these weeks and hope every second of everyday that you would suddenly show up at my door, you can’t even imagine how many times I’ve thought of taking a flight in the middle of the night over to London but I was too scared  that you would just tell me to go back.

How many sleepless nights I had, I haven’t done anything, I’ve been walking Buddy because that was the only thing that still connected to you. I haven’t even been surfing till today. And don’t you dare tell me that you haven’t felt like this too because you have and I know that because the lads told me. But fine, walk off again. Go home. Don’t show your face to me again. But we both know you’re making a mistake.

That’s all I had to say. Bye.

I turned around and walked back to the beach to pick up my board and head home with the hope that the lads still would be there.

I felt I had on my wrist and it swung me around.

-         I’m not losing you again.

He put his hands around me and I felt his sweet lips on mine. 

THE END

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Kommer upp inlägg imorgon om ny novell osv. KRAM PÅ ER

Well more like, there they stood.

I rubbed my eyes to see that I was actually right.

There stood Harry, Louis, Liam and Zayn, in my room and I looked like shit.

-         Hi.

-         What are you doing?

-         I’m, uhm, sleeping, kind of.

-         No, I mean why did you hurt Niall, what did you do?

-         You guys too. Great. But well, he found out something that happened over a year ago now, and I’m not really proud of it, but he overreacted. And the way he did react hurt me too.

-         But you lied about it.

I felt a tear run down my cheek as I stood up with my cover wrapped around me. I stood out on the balcony with a smoke in my hand.

-         Yes I said that Niall didn’t know the guy but he might actually do. But only because I was a mistake, that whole night! And I didn’t want Niall to be upset. And I didn’t even know Niall back then!

-         We know.

-         Then why are you here and not him?

-         He doesn’t know that we are here.

-         So you are going behind his back?

-         Can I get a smoke?

Zan walked up to me and stood outside on the balcony too. It was just so it fitted both of us.

-         Here you go.

We had a proper talk that last for a few hours. They even ended up sleeping on my floor.

I couldn’t sleep that, not at all. All I could think of was Niall. I even thought of just running to the airport and take a random plane to London to go see him. But I didn’t. When the clock turned 6 I felt that it was early or late enough to go up so I took my board and sneaked out of the house so no one would wake up.

-          Niall please talk to me! But wait what are you doing? That’s the plane for Ireland.

I pointed at the gate next to this one.

-          I’m not going to Ireland, Melani. I’m going to London.

I didn’t say a word, I didn’t have words. I stepped back from him and just felt tears burning but I didn’t let them out. I just went over to my gate and boarded my plane even though I didn’t want to go, I didn’t want to go anywhere but where Niall was going. I just wanted to stay here in Italy and it was going to be like it all was a few hours ago.

When I stepped out in Ireland it was raining, surprise huh? Not really, no. I stepped out to the parkinglot and sat down in my car.

-          FUUUUUUUCK OFFFFFFF, SHIT, FUCK, MOTHER FUCKER!

I screamed with all I had in my body. And I did it all the way home. I first drove by Niall’s house to pick up Buddy. When I came home mum was there.

-          Fuck.

I muttered low beneath my breaths.

-          Are you already home?

-          Please, not now.

I took a few quick steps up stairs and into my room.

I felt the tears burning again and this time I actually let stream down and I went off, I ripped down all the posters I had on my walls, I pulled down all the stuff I had on my table, I pulled out all of my clothes on the floor. I just felt empty, none of that stuff mattered any more.

I ran downstairs.

-          James is he-

I ran past them both I took my board in the garage and ran all the way down to the beach. I weren’t wearing neither my bikini nor wetsuit but I pulled of my clothes so was just in my underwear.

-          Melani, what is going on.

-          Just leave James, please.

He said something more but I just shut off and swam out in the sea.

I got my mind of things for a few hours and it felt good. I pulled on my shirt over my soaked underwear.

When I came home mum was asleep on the couch and I went straight up for a shower. I headed out on my balcony and had a smoke with Buddy in my arms. I fixed all my stuff together that was on the floor.

The upcoming days I spent either in my bed or on a walk with Buddy.

About a week had passed since that day in Italy or was it 2, 3 I don’t honestly had no idea any more. I had barely eaten in days, but I wasn’t hungry so why would I?

I heard knocking on my door it was probably mum again, nabbing about how I should get up and get over him and to get a job.

-          Please just no. I’m sorry but fuck off.

-          That won’t do.

What the? It was a man’s voice, but I couldn’t quite figure out who it was, but I knew I heard it before.

I turned around and there in my door he stood.

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I woke up by the smell of breakfast. I sat up and looked through our room and into the kitchen.

-          It smells nice.

He turned around and smiled.

-          Well good morning.

-          Morning.

I dragged the quilt around me and walked over to give Niall a hug before I sat down by the table.

-          So what are we going to do today?

-          What do you want to do babe?

-          I walk?

-          Sounds good.

We both put some clothes on and it was raining but we didn’t care.

-          Melani, I have to ask. Why are you doing it?

-          What?

-          All the partying, the smoking how did you end up will of that.

*flashback*

It was after just a regular day. It was a really nice Saturday and I had spent it as usual on the beach. It was just I regular day. I walked home with a smile on my face, but as I stepped into the house everything changed. I saw mum lying on the floor with the phone in her hand, she was crying. I didn’t know what to do. I had never seen her like that. I pulled her up from the floor and into a hug. I pushed the tears back.

-          Mum what’s the matter? What happened?

At first she couldn’t speak. I wiped away her tears with the towel I had around my neck.

-          Mum, what happened?

-          It’s your dad. Nick, he, he was in a car crash.

From that moment I didn’t hear a word I just saw her lips moving and I let go of her.

-          No, no, no! He is my dad he can’t be, he can’t be dead. He can’t!

Something in my mum changed that day. She didn’t speak much to me. Even when stuff happened to me, she was just gone in a way. So she started giving me money. And after a while I noticed she didn’t really care or notice when I was gone.

 

I shoke my head and came back to reality.

-          I guess the smoking and all the partying was a way of seeking attention and for mum to notice me. And just forget for a moment that I was screwed up. But when you came along that changed. And I’m trying to stop smoking. And I have toned down the partying, I promise.

-          Melani, Melani! Calm down. It’s okay. It’s good that you are.

He stopped me when I was walking and put his hands on my cheeks. He dried away my tears with his thumb.

-          You’ll make it through, you’re strong and I’m here for you all the way. I love you.

-          I love you too.

 

-         For Italy?

-         What? Are serious?

-         Yes!

-         But I have nothing with me? Niall I don’t even have my passport!

-         Babe, I will buy you clothes and whatever you need when we get there and as for your passport it is in your bag.

-         No it isn’t.

He put his hand down in my backpack and pulled out my passport.

-         You’re incredible. Let’s go to Italy then, shall we?

-         Yes we shall.

-         And by the way I’m paying for the clothes.

-         No you’re not yes I am.

-         Nope.

-         Come on!

-         No.

We decided to meet half way and I’d let him pay for some stuff.

After a few hours on the plane we stepped out in the warm Italy, Venice.

-         This is amazing!

I turned around and wrapped my arms around him and pressed my lips on his.

-         Have you paid the paparazzi’s not to be here or what?

-         I’m not that famous, and no, it’s because no one know we were going here.

The first thing we did was to go to the hotel and that was not a low class hotel. After that we went shopping because I was dying in my jeans and knitted shirt.

I bought a pair of shorts and a tank top and so we started sightseeing, which wasn’t much of sightseeing, more talking and kissing and walking around. We ended up going on one of them Gondala rides through the Canals as the sun was going down behind the houses.

-         I love you.

-         I love you too Niall.

We small talked a bit and Niall hummed one thing gently in my ear and I must have fallen asleep not to long after that because I can’t remember much more.

-         Baby, come on, we have to go, you need to wake up.

I rubbed my eyes and looked up at Niall who looked down at me.

-         Oh, sorry.

Niall stood up and reached his hand out for me and took it and stood up on a pair of unsteady legs.

-         Attraverso!

Which meant thank you in Italian and it was probably the only word I knew.

It had gotten dark by now and it was so peaceful outside. We walked along the streets and I wouldn’t mind if our hotel would have been 10 min away or 10 hours, because everything, in that moment was perfect.

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I woke up the next day in my own bed, maybe it was just a dream. I looked next to me and saw buddy, nope not a dream.

-         Morning beautiful!

I hugged him tightly and cuddled up to him while I saw the rain fall outside.

I went up and put on Niall’s hoodie that he most have forgotten here. I took my pack of cigarettes and sat outside on my balcony. I reached for my phone and looked at the time. Ugh, it was only 8 am. I called Niall anyway I just needed to hear his voice.

-         Hello?

-         Hey baby.

-         Melani, hi! I miss you already. Why are you up so early though?

-         I miss you too. Don’t know, but I’m not really tired so. So what are you guys up to?

-         We’re in the car on our way to a photoshoot.

I heard someone whisper in the background asking if it was Melani and Niall must have nodded or something because a few seconds later I heard all of them scream.

-          HI MELANI!

-         Hahaha, Hi boys! How y’all doing?

-         Good!

-         Well that’s good, take good care of Niall okay. Don’t kick him to hard, yeah?

Heard some laughter’s in the background and Paul promised to look after him.

-         So what are you up to baby?

-         Sitting here cuddling with my new boyfriend.

I left out the fact that I was smoking because Niall wasn’t too fond of the fact that I was.

-         Oh really? What’s this fellas name so I can kick his ass?

-         It’s buddy and I think you should go for someone in your own size.

-         Well you can cheat and cuddle with him while I’m gone.

The boys got all quiet in background and I could only imagine the looks they gave Niall.

-         It’s a dog boy’s, don’t worry!

Sooner than I expected Niall had to hang up. So I decided to take Buddy on a walk and get myself some breakfast with James who I hadn’t seen in a while.

15 min later he was standing at my door.

-         We legit need to move from this little hole called town though.

-         James that’s what I’ve been saying all along!

We walked and stopped for breakfast at the first café we saw. Those two weeks didn’t go fast, and no matter what party I went to or how much time I spent with Buddy, James or on the beach I couldn’t stop thinking of Niall. And those two weeks had finally past.

-         And you’re coming to pick me up at the airport right?

-         Yes, I told you last time I called too, I am coming to pick you up at the airport.

-         Good, I just, you know so you didn’t forget.

-         The only thing I’ve been thinking on these past 2 weeks is you; so I don’t think I would forget to pick you up at the airport.

-         And I fixed for you so you can come in the private way so you can meet me before all the fans throw themselves at me.

-         Thank you.

-         I’ll see you in two hours then.

-         Yes.

I put my backpack on my shoulder as I closed the door to the car and locked it. I walked towards the private entry and it stood two big guards by the door.

-         Name?

-         Melani Jones.

-         Come with us Miss.

I did as they told me and I just walked next to one of the big guys that stood by the door just a second ago.

-         You can wait here Miss, Niall and his friends will come in a few minutes.

-         Thank you.

I put on my iPod and sat down on one of the benches.

-         MELANI!

I pulled the earphones out of my ears and I shot up and ran over to Niall, he dropped his bags and threw his arms around me.

-         I’ve missed you so much!

-         I’ve missed you too!

-         So, are you ready?

-         Ready for what?

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A few moments and a lot of cuddling with the puppy later we were out of the pet store and just walking around. We stopped by starbucks and sat there a few hours talking. But all my mind ended up thinking at was that Niall was leaving, tomorrow! But I still kept pushing it further and further in the back of my mind.

The clock was close to six when we were on our way back to the car. Niall had his arm on my shoulders and I had mine on his back and held the puppy in my other hand.

I sat down in the car and had the puppy in my knee. Still couldn’t get over how cute it was.

-         Thank you, babe.

-         For what?

-         Everything, today, the dog. You’re amazing, thank you.

-         That was nothing! I’d do anything for you.

He leaned over and gave me French kiss before he started the car and drove off.

When we got back to Niall’s his dad had gotten back. And I hadn’t met him in years.

-         What if he doesn’t like me?

-         He will I promise!

-         But what if he don’t?

-         Stop it, I know he will!

I took a strong grip around Niall’s hand as we walked in. We heard him scream hello from the kitchen so Niall and I walked in.

-         Dad, this is Melani.

He turned around and looked at me with a big smile on his face.

-         Melani, hi! Haven’t seen you in a while.

-         Yeah no, I know. It’s nice to see you Mr. Horan.

-         Oh call me Bobby.

-         Well Bobby, do you need help setting the table?

-         That would be nice, thank you very much.

-         I’ll just take the dog to the living room, so I’ll be right back.

Niall took up the puppy and walked away.

-         Niall really fancy’s you, you know. He talks about you all the time.

-         He does?

-         Yeah.

-         That’s cute.

We small talked a bit and soon we heard a knock on the door.

-         Niall can you get it, it’s probably Greg invited him over tonight before you leave.

You hear Niall’s fast footsteps through the house and then a door opening and closing, two people talking and soon they both came into the kitchen.

-         Greg, Melani. Melani, Greg.

-         Hi.

-         Hello.

He gave me a hug and then we all sat down by the table and ate. It was nice.

The clock strike 00.00 and I was dead tired so me and Niall said good night and went up his room. I started to undress.  

-         Well that was nice.

-         Nicer than you thought it would be?

-         Much nicer! But I felt so awkward through the whole night. I guess I’m just not used to this.

-         To what?

-         The whole girlfriend thing, never really done that. And meeting the parents. Don’t get me wrong I haven’t screwed around either I just haven’t really gotten the feeling with anybody like I got the feeling with you. I just, I don’t know.

-         I think you did just perfect. And I can tell that they liked you.

-         Thank god for that!

 We laid down in Niall’s bed and he put his arm around me and pulled me in closer to him and I felt his bare tummy on my bare back. He placed small kissed along my neck down my spine as I slowly fell asleep.

I woke up by Niall’s careful French kisses.

-         Morning beautiful.

-         Morning.

Before I even opened my eyes I could hear the rain outside.

-         We have to go soon, don’t we?

-         Yes..

-         This sucks.

-         Come on we need to get up. I’m going to miss the plane if we don’t.

-         Please miss your plane, pleaseeee!

I took a strong grip around him before I turned around so I was on top of him.

-         You aren’t going anywhere!

He wrapped his arms around me and got up and I wrapped my legs around his torso so I wouldn’t fall while giggling my ass off.

-         Let me down, Niall James Horan, aahhh!

I pressed my bare chest against his as he walked out of his room towards the bathroom. And as I looked over Niall’s shoulder I saw his dad.

-         Morning Mr. Horan, I mean Bobby.

-         Morning… I used to be young once.

He turned around and went back into his bathroom.

-         Oh my god, Niall that was so embarrassing!

He was just standing there laughing as I my face turned into a blushed one.

30 min later we were sitting in the car on our way towards the airport and I had the puppy in my lap and we decided to name him buddy.

Niall checked in his bag and met up with Paul and it was time to say good bye, which was what I had feared these past 24 hours.

-         I’ll see you in2 weeks then?

-         There is nothing I’d rather do in 2 weeks than to see you, both.

He leaned in and kissed me one last time and then a last hug, and I really wanted the hug to last forever even though he only was going to be away for 2 weeks. 

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-          Can you listen to me! It was before I even went to pick you up at the airport! So don’t you dare to judge me!

I ran up to him and into the house so I facing him.

I pressed my hands on his chest and pushed him on the wall. He looked down on me right in the eyes. He leaned in and kissed me. At first I was so surprised that I didn’t kiss back but soon I did. His tongue made its way to my lips. He wrapped his arms around me and turned around so he was pinning me up against the wall. I had my arms around his neck and he had his hands on my hips.

-          But what about your parents?

-          Chill, they are not home, they are away for the weekend.

-          Good.

He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him as we kept kissing and he started walking towards the bedroom.

-          Morning beautiful.

-          Morning.

My head was resting on Niall’s chest and I turned my head up to look into his perfect blue eyes.

-          Are you hungry?

-          Always baby.

Niall sat up on the end on of the bed and pulled on a pair of underwear. He walked over to the bed again and leaned in and gave me a quick kiss. I heard his footsteps in the stairs. All I could do was smile to myself. After a while I got myself up from the bed and put on my underwear and pulled on Niall’s tank top.

When I came downstairs to the kitchen he had made toast, egg, bacon and tea. I sat myself on the counter while he cooked the last bacon. He put it all on the table and then walked back to me and put his hands around me.

-          Baby, there is something I need to tell you..

-          What’s up?

-          I have to go back to London tomorrow…

-          What? But I thought you were leaving in a week?

-          I was but the management booked a photo shoot tomorrow at 12 so I have to leave tomorrow morning.

-           But I don’t want you to go.

-          Me neither, Melani!

-          Then don’t go!

-          You know I have to.

-          Yes…

-          Come on let’s have breakfast, we still have today!

He picked me up from the counter and sat me down on one of the chairs by the table. The breakfast was really quiet, which normally we never were.

I put my plate and my things down in the washer when I felt two strong arms around my waist and Niall’s head on mine since he was a head taller than me.

-          Why are you so quiet? I don’t like it when you’re quiet. I like hearing you’re voice. are you mad because I’m leaving tomorrow?

-          I’m not mad, I’m sad.

-          Aww come here.

I turned around so I was facing Niall.

-          Just kiss me you fool!

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer to me and kissed him.

-          Come on let’s get dressed I have something for you.

I pulled on my jeans to Niall’s shirt. We went downstairs and Niall took his car keys in one hand and my hand in the other as we walked outside. The moment we closed the door the flashes blinded me so all I could do was look down on mine and Niall’s hands. I saw Niall’s feet and followed them towards the car.

-          Sorry for that.

-          Don’t apologize, it’s not your fault.

We didn’t drive for long till we came into the middle of Mullingar with all the stores. Shopping? Were we going shopping? I didn’t ask him, because he seemed to excited about the whole thing. He had a huge grin on his face as he took my hand when I jumped out of the car. We kept talking about what we were gonna do when he came back home in 2 weeks and how I was gonna bare to be without him.

-          Well I have thought about that babe.

-          What?

-          You said that you always wanted a dog, right?

-          Yes? Are you kidding me, did you buy a dog?

-          Maaaybeeee.

-          You got a dog!

I started jumping a bit like a little girl and Niall started laughing. We walked into the petstore and there were cute little puppies and kittens everywhere.

-          This little buddy is for you.

Niall picked up a small white little puppy with a black ring around his right eye.

-          Oh my god, Niall he is perfect. Well after you of course. No but oh my god he is so cute!

I was just standing there cuddling with it.

-          So you want him?

-          But what will my mum say?

-          I thought about that, and you can keep him at my house. I already talked to them. 

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