IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 6
- Niall, I said I don’t want to talk about it.
- Can you at least stay here with me?
- I would love to, but right now I just wanna go home.
- Okay. Text me when you get home, okay?
- Yeah, see you later.
- See you later babe.
He leaned in and gave me a small kiss.
I sat down in the car and I had no idea of what I was doing. I didn’t want to drive home but I didn’t want to stay here. But I had to go home, so I did but didn’t stay home for very long. I sat down in the park 10 min away from my house. I heard the bass from that party a few blocks away. “Radio” by Ed Sheeran and JME.
- Hello?
- Melaniiiiiiii!
- Haha. Hi Jake, what do you want this time?
- You said you were coming to Jack’s partyyyyyy!
- Not tonight.
- Please, I want you here!
- Fine but only for a while.
I hung up and started walking down the street towards the party. It didn’t take me long to get there and when I did it was full of people everywhere. I said hi to a bunch of people from school and people in the neighborhood with a beer in my hand. I made my way over to the living room where I found Jake.
- Wanna head outside for a smoke?
- Yeeees!
He was even drunker than when I talked to him on the phone. I grabbed another beer and we went out on the backyard. It was full of people on the backyard too but not as much as in the house. We stood there talking for a while and soon I had smoked 3 cigarettes and my beer was gone.
- Let’s get inside again, shall we?
- Sure.
We stepped back inside and some of the people that was at the party earlier had left but still many people left.
- Melani!?
I turned around and faced Niall.
- So that’s why you ditched me at the beach. You much rather stay out with your super wasted “friend” and party. That’s great, Melani.
- No Niall please!
He put down his drink and walked out of the door.
- Fuck!
- Good god, Niall please stop!
- No Melani I get it you much rather get drunk at some lame crowded party than to hang out with me, I get it you could have just told me!
- I didn’t even wanna go!
- But you did!
- I went home and then I went to the park to think and he called me again.
- You could have just said no!
He turned around just before he stepped into his lawn.
- But no, instead you went off with that dude.
- He is a friend!
- Did you kiss him? People said you did!
- Yes I kissed him!
He turned back around and unlocked the door.
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IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 5
We only had 2 more weeks until Niall was heading back to London to record music with his mates. We spent most days together on the beach, in bed, in town, laughing, watching movies and if I weren’t with Niall I was probably out at some party getting wasted and smoking up all my cigarettes.
- Niall is already at your room Melani.
Mum screamed from the kitchen while I ran up the stairs.
- Hello!
I put my arms around his neck and kissed him but he didn’t kiss me back.
- What’s going on, you seem not so happy?
- Melani, I kind of found your grades..
- Find or kind of looking through my room and found them!?
- I’m sorry, so what do you have something to hide in here?
- No, but You know you could have just asked Niall. I would have given you everything I have In here!
- Melani I’m sorry but, about the grades, they are really low.
- So?
- If you don’t get them up you won’t be able to study on, and that’s important, Melani.
- What are you my father? And if you came here to speak to me about how much I suck in school, feel free to leave.
- Melani, please can we just talk about it? I can help you.
- That’s just great.
I grabbed my wetsuit that was just in front of me on the floor, went down and got my board and then I took the car to the beach.
It was the worst weather possible for surfing, cold as hell, no wind and the rain hurt on my face but I didn’t turn back for that, I put the board in the water and went out. I just laid there in the water, felt like just letting be and float down on the bottom a few times but I stayed up on my board. I heard someone scream from a distance but was to in my own thoughts to really hear what the person was saying. But the screaming became louder and louder. I sat up on my board and looked back at the beach. I saw a blonde hairdo coming closer screaming my name. Niall.
- What are you doing here?
- I came to apologize. It’s not my business about your grades I just wanted to help you Melani.
- I know, thank you and I’m sorry I overreacted.
It didn’t take many minutes until we headed back to the beach. We laid down and looked up and the sky. The sun was on its way to go down.
- It reminds me of my dad.
- What happened to him?
- Can we please not talk about it?
- Of course, sorry baby.
- Don’t apologize, it’s okay.
We laid on the beach looking at the stars for hours. I had my head on his chest and he had his fingers in my hair. Around 11 my phone went off.
- Hello?
- MEELANIIIIII!! Where you at?
- I’m on the beach.
- But you were coming to Jack’s party with me!?
- Yeah sorry, the night kind of took an unexpected turn.
- Well can you come now the, because this party is sickkkkk!
He was drunk, like super drunk and I would have been to if I was at the party.
- No, sorry. I gotta go okay. Bye.
- Byeee!
I shut the phone off and looked at Niall.
- Why are you doing that?
- Doing what?
- Partying all the time, gets super drunk. Every night you’re not with me you’re out at some party.
- Because I need people and the alcohol around me so I can forget all the shit that’s going on inside my head. When I’m with you it all goes away and when I drink it all goes away.
I sat up and looked out over the water. It looked so peaceful.
- I should go.
- No stay Melani!
I stood up and so did he.
- Please talk to me! What’s going on?
Riktigt dåligt kapitel måste jag ta och säga, men men... Ni måste även ta och börja kommentera, det blir inte lika roligt att skriva och lägga upp om ni inte säger vad ni tycker om det, så kommentera nu annars blr det inget nytt kapitel, ehehe ;) Haha KRAM
Hemma
IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 4
I got the biggest dorkiest smile on my face ever! I blasted “Stuck On Stupid” on the fullest and sang along the loudest I could all the way home. When I came home my phone went off and it was Sophie, a friend from school.
- Hey you up for a party, or like I have to ask!
- Yeah!
Why not, I was in a great mood and a party was always fun!
Sophie came and picked me up and when we came to the party it wasn’t that many people there. But it was nice, the most of them I knew from school or friends of friend’s and some I had no idea who they were.
Even though I didn’t have much for drink I woke up with the worst headache ever the morning afterwards.
- Melani someone is here for you.
- Yeah? Just tell him or her to come up!
I heard footsteps on stairs and I picked up my quilt and my pack of cigarettes and went out on the small balcony I had attached to my room.
I breathed it in and felt the rain to slowly drip on me.
- Morning!
- Morning!
I turned around and gave Niall a hug.
- So how long have you been smoking?
- A year, I shouldn’t though, it’s a really bad impact on my surfing and health.
- Yeah, Zayn smokes too, he is trying to stop but it must be hard.
- Yeah tell me about it. And the smell, I don’t know why but I just love it.
We stood out on the balcony and talked till the rain got really bad. We sat down on my bed.
- So what are we going to do today?
- We?
- Yeah, no I thought?
- Chill Niall I was joking. So what are we going to do? Movie, my bed, lots of food?
- Yes please!
He put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him as I leaned my face closer and closer to his.
We went down to the kitchen and got some food and candy and crisps and redbull, then we took some movies and with that I mean like 20 movies we attempted to watch and then we went up and laid ourselves in my bed and cuddled all day and it even ended up with me falling asleep on him.
Kort men hade inte tid att skriva mer och sen kommer jag ju hem på söndag kväll så n í får väl nästa kapitel på måndag skulle jag tro! KRAM
IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 3
- Hello.
- What’s up?
- I saw you with the police earlier what did you do?
- Just one drink to, many and I kind of fell asleep on a park bench.
I made a little awkward laugh that sounded like a duck.
- Okay, good thought it was something else.
- Nope.
We sat there talking for hours. About his tour life and how it had been here when he was gone, it was chatting with him due to the fact that I hadn’t seen him in 2-3 years.
- So you like it out here don’t you? The beach.
- Yeah, love it here. It makes a pretty damn good escape from thoughts and my mum and a lot of everything, you know.
- Yeah.
I saw a flash come right past us.
- What the!
I stood up and turned around and there stood at least 20 people with cameras and pieces of paper to get an autograph.
- I’m so sorry for this. Come one let’s go!
He took my hand and pushed away everyone that walked before us and I was so close to almost killing people with my board multiply times so I focused on Nialls feet and saying sorry all the time. When the people didn’t stop I did and everyone turned to me.
- For god’s sake move! I’m trying to take a walk home with my friend here, just please leave us alone! God…
Some of them actually had some common sense and walked away but some stayed any way.
I stood my board in the garage as always and Niall was there with me.
- So, uhm, yeah I need to go and get my car after I had a shower and changed, would you like to come with me? Not so fun to go alone..
- Yeah sure!
We went inside and up to my room he sat in my room while I went and took a shower, I could hear him sing though and it was really cute.
When I was done I just pulled on a pair of jeans tank top and a snapback to go with it.
- You ready?
- Yes!
- Good, leggo then!
The beginning of the walk was really awkward no one said a word until Niall fell and we both burst into laughter. I reached out my hand to help him up but he just pulled me down with him. After lying in the street for an hour we both laughed little enough to actually stand up and go and get the car. Niall’s fall was like the only thing we talked about the whole way there. We sat down in the car and I put on Chris Brown’s album Fortune and we both sang along and laughed at how bad I sang apart from Niall that actually could sing and he sang amazing too.
- So here we are.
- Yeah, my house. Do you want to come in?
- N, no I think I gotta go.
- Okay. Well thank you for today.
- No, thank you.
He leaned over and we met in a hug, a really tight hug and long. After a while we both pulled away.
- Bye then.
- Bye.
He both sat there in silence looking at each other. He finally leaned in and stopped just millimeters away from me, I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer and he crashed his lips on mine. When we pulled away I couldn’t help but smile and bite my lip.
- Bye Niall.
- Bye Melani.
Hoppas det va bra och hoppas ni har det bra där hemma! KRAM
IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 2
- Hello? Hello? Wake up!
I felt a hand on my shoulder shaking me. I turned around and saw an officer. I looked around and I didn’t see my bedroom walls, but I did see the park in the center of Mullingar.
- Miss Jones, good to see you again.
- Don’t you think we are on the first name basis by now? No? okay.
- Miss Jones you have to come with us.
- Okay.
I stood up from the bench I had been sleeping on and put my hands behind my back as the officer put handcuffs on my wrists. He led me to the car and I sat down. It was still dark outside so the clock couldn’t be that early yet.
*NIALL’S POV*
I said goodbye to my old mates and even if I had one to many beers I needed to find Melani. I asked James that also were at the party but he said he saw her leave so decided to go home alone then. Why did she just leave like that, and without saying good bye.
I walked down the main road back to my house and the sun was soon about to rise but it was still quite dark. I walked past a police car and the policeman had just arrested a woman who kind of looked like Melani, oh my god it is Melani! I hurried across the street but before I got over the policeman had already driven away and Melani didn’t see me.
*MELANI’S POV*
I sat at the police station for the 3rd time this month. I saw my mum run in like a confused chicken. And she was ready to kill me.
- What on earth is it this time!? Melani why do you keep doing this, you’re being childish and stupid. For fucks sake!
She went over and paid for me took a strong grip around my arm and pulled me out of the police station.
- What have I done wrong with you!? I have been a good mother!
I pulled away my arm.
- No you haven’t! Ever since dad died you’ve rather give me money than actually have to care about me! Do you think that’s a good mother, I think not!
- I tried talking to you! But when you didn’t talk back to me, yes I gave you money, because I wanted you to smile! Get in the car! Melani Yasmine Jones, get in the car, now!
- I rather run home than sit in that car!
I bite the bullet and started walk home. I took all the backstreets home so I wouldn’t meet anyone I knew. My dress had a big spot on my shorts and I was barefoot. It took my about an hour to get home but it was actually quite nice to walk in the morning air.
I didn’t stay home many minutes before I was out again and I don’t even think mum noticed that I left. I pulled on my bikini and wetsuit took my board and walked to the beach due to my car still at my friend’s house. It was a good day for surfing, sunny but yet windy. The surfing took me off things and it was nice. After a few hours I started to head back to the beach and I saw someone standing there waving at me, it was probably James.
I pulled down the zipper and when I actually come up on the beach I realized it wasn’t James.
- Niall? Hi!
Åker till Danmark nu med la familia, kommer hem på söndag men jag har fixat tidinställt inlägg så det kommer även fast jag är borta!
IN YOUR ARMS - CHAPTER 1
The waves started to come down a bit and the weather was starting to get better as the sun started to come out and the wind calmed down. I laid myself down on the board and started to get myself into the beach. I pulled down the zipper on my back and pulled out my arms and let half of the wetsuit hang around my hips as I showed my whole upper body that was pretty trimmed since surfing season had started and summer break was on so I could focus more and my training than studies not because I studied much. I picked up the board from the sand and went over to my car.
- Hey you!
- Hi James, what’s up?
- I wondered if I could get a ride to the airport, pretty please?
- Sure, why not, I don’t have much else to do so. But I have to get home and have a shower and put on some clothes first.
- Let’s go then!
It didn’t take us more than 5-10 min to get to my house. I put the surfing board in the garage and went straight up to my room, took a shower and pulled on my broken, baggy jeans, a tank top that showed off my skin on both sides under my arms down the where my hips started and my Obey snapback.
- Bye mum!
I yelled as I grabbed my pack of cigarettes and smashed the door.
- It’s Niall we’re picking up right?
- Yup.
- Good.
We parked the car outside the airport.
- Go in, I’m coming, just gonna have a smoke first.
- Okay.
I leaned against the car and pulled out a cigarette and the lighter. Wonder what he was gonna look like. I haven’t met Niall in 2 or 3 years. We used to be great friends though. The cigarette came to an end I started walking into the airport. I saw James standing close to the door where people started to come out. I flashed a smile at him as I stood right next to him. We talked a bit and soon a blonde guy stood right in front of us.
- Hi.
- Melanie, wow hi!
I smiled and he looked up and down at me and smiled back. He was pretty tall, well compared to me I was only 158 cm. His hair was fixed and he had baggy chinos and a tank top on.
He went over and said goodbye to a big guy apparently named Paul and then he went back to us as we walked out of the airport. The car ride home was kind of embarrassing though, I didn’t say much and neither did Niall but he kept staring at me. James kept in control of the talking, keeping Niall updated on how it had been back here in Ireland when he had been off on tour.
- So anything fun happening tonight?
Finally Niall said something.
- I’m just going to this party at a friend’s house.
- Do you mind if I come?
- No not at all.
The hours passed on and I went and picked up Niall and we were off to the party. He was staring at me again but I didn’t really mind, I just had to keep my eyes on the road and not on him.
We soon got separated by all the people. I had a beer, 2 beers, a shot, 3 shots and soon I didn’t even know what I was drinking, turned out like any other of the party nights.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 43, THE LAST WALK.
*ROSIE, NATHALIE’S GRANNY’S POV*
Me and Lucy took a quick few steps over to the park that was near the house. Lucy went on the swing but we soon heard Nathalie screaming for us so we started to walk back towards the car.
- Come on Lucy!
I took her hand and a few seconds later we were by the car but Nathalie wasn’t there. Did so go around the back? But she weren’t there. We went into the house but she weren’t there either.
Did she leave without us? No the car was right outside. I called her phone but she didn’t pick up either.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
When I woke up I still had a big black bag over my head.
- He, hello?
- HELLO???
- Shut it!
We drove for hours. I was hungry and thirsty and I was freezing but there was nothing I could do. For all I knew granny and Lucy might be in the car with me but unconscious but what did I know? I know I was in a car but I had no idea who took me or where we were going.
I heard them speaking really quiet to each other from time to time.
I couldn’t hear what they were saying but at one point I could hear that they sounded worried.
- Here will do!
I heard a husky man’s voice say and I felt the mini bus stop. I heard the doors to the back of the mini bus open and someone grabbed my tied arms and dragged me out of there.
- Come on!
I felt the wind pass my body and the man checked so my hands were tied good and then he pushed me over and I heard a few husky dark laughs and footsteps get further and further away and soon I heard the car engine start at drive off.
There were no more sound around. No cars driving by, no people, no animals, just the wind.
Thank god I had small wrists. After quite a while I one of my hands out so I could take of the plastic bag off my head.
I looked myself around and I had no idea of where I was. I was obviously still left in England. Because we couldn’t have gone as far as Ireland or could we?
I stood up and started walking back down on the road.
I didn’t have phone, no nothing.
It felt like I walked for hours but there were no sign of houses or people what so ever.
I was so tired and I needed water I was dehydrated but there was nothing.
I felt my feet getting heavier and heavier by each step I took. I was so tired that it was hard to keep my eyes open but I couldn’t fall asleep here in the middle of the road.
I took a misstep and fell to the ground. I sat by the end of the road and how everything went dizzy.
- H,h,hel-
It all went black.
*LOUIS’ POV*
Nathalie hadn’t called once all day. It had been more than 30 hours ago since we spoke. What was going on!?
- Louis don’t beat yourself up about it I bet it’s nothing.
Harry sat down on the couch next to me.
- Do you want a cup of tea?
- Yes please.
He stood up and walked off to get it. I checked my phone again, nothing not even a message and it wasn’t like I haven’t called her, did like 800 times.
Just as I looked down at the phone once again I saw Nathalie’s house calling.
- Nathalie, finally you are calling I’ve been so worried!
- Hello, Louis it’s me Rosie her granny.
- Oh, I’m so sorry I thought it was Nathalie.
- Figured.
- So you haven’t heard from her either?
- No, I’ve tried calling her all day but she doesn’t pick up.
- We went to sell the house today and then we went to have a cup of tea with Jay and the girls and then we had to go back because she forgot her phone and while she went into the house me and Lucy went to the park. After a while we heard her calling for her us we went back to the house but then she weren’t there. She was gone. But the car was still there all the nice things in the house. Just Nathalie gone. And we can’t find her Louis’. I’m so sorry.
I was speechless I had no idea what to say. It was just out of this world, who would do that?
- Don’t apologize, Rosie it’s not your fault. Stay there and call me as soon as you know anything, I’m coming home.
I hung up and looked up at an surprised Harry and Zayn.
- Why are you going home already?
- It’s Nathalie.
- What happened?
- She is gone, and she has probably been kidnapped.
Both Niall and Liam had come to hear me now too.
- I’ll see you guys when we have found her, okay? Bye love you guys.
- We are coming with you.
- Guys, no come on. Stop it you can’t blow it all off do it for the fans. And I doubt that Nathalie would even like a bit that I’m going home for her no stay here.
I didn’t even care of packing down any clothes I came to the hotel took my passport money and my phone and I were off to the airport.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
I felt this strong weird feeling inside me. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn’t. I heard voices around but I couldn’t move or make myself speak to them.
It was dark and my whole body was hurting.
It didn’t take long until it all went black again before I couldn’t even think.
I “woke up” again. The pain was still excruciated. And that I couldn’t speak or move a single inch of my body made me frustrated.
I think I heard granny’s voice. I tried with everything and my fingers finally gave in and I moved my fingers and squeezed granny’s hand It wasn’t much but I moved. A few minutes later I got my eyes opened just the tiniest bit but I saw granny and Lucy.
When about an hour had past I sat up with help and leaning back on the pillow on the wall
- How long was I out?
- 9 days.
- What about Louis? How is he? How is everything going?
- Why don’t you go and ask him.
I picked up granny’s phone and just as I dialed the number she took it.
- But why?
I looked up and by the door stood Louis. He looked destroyed and tired and happy at the same time.
He walked up to the bed and I couldn’t hold back the smile just by looking at him. He wrapped his arms around me and I breathed in his scent and him.
- You’re here. I love you.
- Of course I am, you’re a piece of my heart how could I not be? I love you too, Nathalie.
Sista kapitlet på You're a piece of my heart! Hoppas det blev ett okej slut tillsut, kände nästan för att bara "She died, The End" Ahahaha men här är det iallafall ocg glöm inte bort att kommentera vem av NIALL HARRY ELLER LIAM DU VILL HA MED I NÄSTA NOVELL! ÄN SÅ LÄNGE LUTAR DET MOT NIALL SÅ OM DU VILL HA DE ANDRA DÅ FÅR DU KOMMENTERA. Du kan ju även ta och kommentera vad du tyckte om sista kapitlet! KRAM
TÄVLING HUVUDPERSONEN KILLENS NAMN + NY NOVELL!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 42.
- Baby calm down, what is going on?
- I know you’re supposed to forgive and forget but I can’t do neither of them Louis. I can’t forget or forgive him.
- Nathalie calm down, I know you can’t but don’t worry about it you don’t have to because he is gone.
- I, I know. I miss you.
- And I miss you too baby.
We ended up talking on the phone for a few hours.
I hung up, took a deep breath and started the car again. Even though I only had been gone over the day I had missed Lucy so much it was crazy. All I wanted to do was to hold her and just cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie.
- So Lucy how is day care, you like it? Have you found any new friends?
She nodded her head but still looking at the tv screen. Even though we were watching toy story for the 465th time she was so into it.
- I have many new friends, Hannah, Lisa, Mia, Marcus, Louis, Felicia and many more.
- Good.
I pulled her closer to me and wrapped the blanket around us two.
- I love you sis, always.
- Love you too.
Right before the end of the movie she fell asleep. I lifted her up and put her in her own bed and then I went to bed myself. I knew I needed to be up bright and early to go to the house tomorrow too.
I took a quick shower, threw on some jeans and a tank top, drank a cup of tea and I was on my way.
Once again I got that weird horrible feeling when I drown up close to the house.
I put up everything nicely and tidy. I even put some flowers on the table.
Around 12 the real estate broker came and talk to me about the house, much it was gonna be auctioned off for, took picture of the whole house, talk to me when he could show it to buyers and stuff like that.
Right now all I could really care about was to get rid of the house and all the memories of him from there.
After that granny and Lucy came and we went to Jay’s house for a bit. We only stayed and hour before we headed back because I forgot my phone at the house. I went in and when I came again, Lucy nor granny was there.
- Guys come one we’re leaving.
- Hello? Lucy! Granny, come on!
I went around the back to the backyard where there just was a lonely swing.
- Hello? Guys?
I went around to the front again.
- Hello?
I put my head in the car again but neither of them were there.
- Are you hidin-
It all went black but I was still conscious. Someone lifted me up and threw me on what felt like hard metal floor.
- LET ME GO!! HEEELP!
- SHUT UP!
I felt a hard hit first on my back and then on my head it all went tipsy after that.
Gud jag har varit så dålig på att uppdatera men jag har liksom inte haft en anning om vad jag ska skriva om så det har varit svårt men Matilda skrev att nånting oväntat skulle hända så hoppas att det är oväntat nog. Ni kommer nog fatta lite mer sen men aa, det är en början iallafall! Fortsätt kommentera snälla söta! KRAM
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 41.
- Matilda?
The teacher called out.
- Yes.
I turned around and looked at her. She stared at me and I could feel her eyes in the back of my neck when I turned around.
I stared at the clock the whole class through and tried to focus and as soon as the clock hit 3 and my day was over. I pulled up my books as quick as I could and pretty much ran out of class.
What the hell was she doing here?
When I sat down in the car I catched my breath and picked up my phone.
I dialed Louis number but he didn’t pick up. But then I realized thet time must be like 6 am there. I shook it off, put in my favourite Frank Ocean Cd and went to Lucy’s day care.
- Hey Lucy! Wanna go for ice cream?
- Yes!
We sat down by the closest café and had ice cream, we soon decided to go see Jay and all the sisters.
When we got there Lucy ran off with the twins so me and Jay sat down by a cup of tea.
We ended up staying longer than we thought and soon the time had struck 8, Lucy had fallen asleep on the couch so I carried her out to the car.
- Bye Jay always nice to chat with you. Take care.
I gave her a hug and sat down in the car as we drove back to granny’s.
When I finally came back and went to my room I just laid down on the bed and feel asleep, I was dead tired.
The week past on pretty good, tried to ignore that Matilda, Sarah and Elin was at the same school but it was good. Met lots of new people, been talking a lot with Louis on skype, phone, texting, everything, missed him big time.
It was Saturday and my first day off school.
I pulled on an old pair of broken jeans that barely fit any more because I have started to eat normally. And then I pulled on one of Louis’ hoodies that he left me. I breathed in Louis’ scent and took a last sip of my tea and then I was out. It was not very nice weather out when I came out. I went over and started the car and drove back to our old house. Since I was 18 and dad was given life time in prison the house was sat over on me.
It gave me shivers just driving near the house. Even less park the car by the house. I pulled out the key and my hands were shaking like crazy.
I took a deep breath as I opened the door and stepped in. It was dark and smelled disgusting. And the feeling I got just by being there was horrible, felt like three months ago and I was waiting for him to get home and hit me so hard I couldn’t breathe. I turned on some of the lights and went upstairs. I wrapped up all of my and Lucy’s stuff that was left and put them in the car. All of his clothes and things I threw out on the ground along with some other stuff. I took all the furniture and put them all in the living room. I cleaned out the whole house and then put back all the furniture. I burned all his clothes and stuff.
I stood back and watched his stuff burn and I got flashback from every scar he gave me and I felt the tears burning on my eyes.
And just before I was gonna leave I put out the fire again, all there was left was ash.
I sat down in the car and the tears kept streaming down my face as I stared driving.
- Why? Why me!? WHYYYYY!!!?????
I screamed all I had. I pulled over to the side of the road.
- Why the fuck me??? Huh!? WHY?
I screamed and hit the steering wheel as hard as I could and the tears didn’t stop coming.
My phone went off and I sat myself back and tried to look at the screen but it was pointless due to all the tears.
- He,hello?
- Nathalie? What’s going on are you okay?
- No, I try to convince myself that I am, but I’m not.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 40.
She looked seriously at me and I looked surprised back at her.
- You heard me. You don’t deserve him. He deserves someone like me, beautiful, sexy, smart and nice.
- Ha, like you even know what you’re talking about young lady.
- What do you mean “young lady”!? I’m 15.
- Yeah, well sweetheart I’m 18 so back off.
- No you back off from Louis or I’ll hurt you and you know what I’ll bring some of my friends too.
- Please, you’re 15 just walk away and keep playing with your dolls.
She gave me a death stare and then she walked off. I put my head in my hands but then I felt my phone go off.
- Hello?
- Hi babe how is it going?
- Well okay, haven’t board the plane yet.
- Only okay?
- Yeah some girl came up to me, who was a fan of you guys and I was well that’s nice and then well she wasn’t really nice. Haha, she was like 15 and went all “I’m bringing my friends with me and I’ll hurt you if you don’t stay away from Louis.” And I was just like go back and play with your dolls sweetheart. Ridiculous.
- Haha, but you’re good?
- Yeah, I’m good but I miss you guys already.
I was on the phone with Louis until the last minute when we had to shut them off. The plane ride home went so much slower than when went to the US. I tried to sleep but I weren’t even tired. None off the food on the plane was any good so I mostly listened to music, a whole lot of music.
When we finally arrived home in London I the soft, soggy London air hit my face as I walked out of Heathrow. Granny and Lucy was standing there waiting for me.
- HI!
I gave granny a big hug and picked Lucy up and gave her a big hug and didn’t let her go.
- I love you so much Lucy.
- Love you too Nathalie.
- Come on now let’s go home and watch loads of movies and eat ice cream.
And even bigger smile spread across her face and we walked towards the car.
As soon as we stepped inside the door we walked over to the couch and put on The Beauty And The Beast and both of us fell asleep before half of the movie was over.
It was Monday morning and I had just gotten all my stuff together. I took Lucy with me and dropped her off at her first day at day care before I went off to college.
I stood outside the big houses, if you could call them houses, more like huge buildings, whatever I should call them I they were big and I had no ideas of where I was going. I had map and that was all I had to go from. After asking for directions and quite a few stares from people in the hallways I managed to find myself to my first class, history.
The day seemed to go on pretty smooth, got a lot more stares from people walking to different classes, a lot of the people were nice enough to come up and talk to me too though.
But there was one girl though, or more like 3 girls that stood out I had seen them before but I couldn’t quite remember from where and it was one f them I had quite many classes with and for the first time in English were I really realized why I recognized those three girls.
- Matilda?
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 39.
It took us both quite some time to recover from all the laughter and tickling and kissing. But when we finally could stand up normally we both took a shower and changed some clothes and went to meet the other lads by the breakfast buffet.
- Morning lads!
Me and Louis walked in hand in hand towards the table were all of them were seated.
- Morning, heard you guys had a lot of fun this morning, eh?
- Yeah you could say that.
We had a long breakfast and then we headed directly towards a radio station where they were promoting their first single What Makes You Beautiful that came out today.
- So babe, are you excited to hear the song for the first time?
- Are kidding me, yes!
Zayn fell asleep after like 5 min as always and 20 min later we were at the radio station. I took a strong grip around Louis hand as we walked out and there actually was some girls there waiting for them.
After they had taken some photos and singed a few stuff we went in and were greeted by the people who worked there. We all got some water and a chair to sit in. Me and Paul sat a few feet away from the mics though.
- So who are you two that are sitting over here then?
Me and Paul looked at each other.
- I’m Paul their body guard.
- And I’m Nathalie, Louis girlfriend.
- Aww that’s sweet. How long how you been together?
- How long is it now babe?
I looked over at Lou.
- Well we’ve known each other are whole lives really but we became really together for about 3-4 months ago now, right Lou?
- Yup.
- That’s nice.
After a bit of talking they played the song for the first time and it was really cute and catchy.
- Babe, I love it!
- I’m glad.
Right after that interview we went on to two other ones, lunch and then 2 more radio stations.
When we came back to the hotel everyone was dead tired from going around to all these places. Everyone sat really tired and quiet throughout the whole dinner and then we said good night and headed to our rooms.
- Babe do you wanna watch a movie?
- Yeah sure, but just so you know I’ll probably fall asleep after 10 min.
I changed into Louis’ shirt that I sleep in and just my undies wrapped myself up in the quilt and sat down next to Louis on the couch front of the TV. Few seconds later we were joined by the rest of the boys.
The following days went on kind of like this one. We moved on to new different places all the time, new hotels, new fans, more fans and soon 2 weeks had gone and I had to go home.
It was Saturday morning and school started on Monday. No matter how bad I wanted to stay it was going to be nice to come home and see granny and Lucy.
I checked in my bag and turned to the boys and Paul.
- I’m going to miss you guys like crazy that’s for sure.
- And we’re gonna miss you too.
I gave all of them a big hug each and when I came to Paul.
- Thanks for keeping me company while their interviews. You’re pretty much the closest thing I have to a dad. Thank you.
- Any day sweetheart.
I gave him another hug and then went to Louis.
- I love you.
- I love you too. And call me whenever you get home, okay?
- Yes.
- Bye.
I gave him a last tight hug and a kiss as I went to my gate and started waiting to board my plane.
- Aren’t you Louis Tomlinson’s girlfriend?
- Yes I am.
Two girls who looked like they were around 14, 15 looked down at me where I sat.
- He is really hot.
- Ha yeah I know.
- You don’t deserve him you know.
- What?
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 38.
I woke up by Harry gently touching my arm.
– Nathalie? Nathalie wake up!
– Are we there already?
– Haha no.
I opened my eyes and saw Harry looking at me. I looked over to my left and Louis was still asleep.
- Here.
He handed me a sandwich.
- No thanks I’m not hungry Harry.
- It’s not for you. Open it up and put it on Louis head.
- His hair, omg! He is going to go crazy, haha.
I did what Harry told me to and now it was just wait till he woke up and noticed. We all moved around a bit I changed seat with all 4 of them quite a few times but since Louis was sleeping he was stuck in his seat with a sandwich on his head. Soon Zayn fell asleep too so now it was just me Liam, Niall and Harry left talking and we soon decided to draw on Zayn’s face. And he soon had a mustache, whiskers, unibrow and some other random words and stuff painted on his face.
After that we didn’t quite know what to do so me and Niall took something to eat and Liam tried not to fall asleep because well he knew shit was gonna go down but after a while he couldn’t fight it and he fell asleep as well.
But all three of us were way too lazy to move a finger to do anything on him.
After a long couple of hours of just talking to Niall and Harry, Lou finally woke up.
- Hi babe, how are you feeling?
- Why are you sitting over there?
- We all just kind of moved around a bit for fun.
- Okay.
He leaned his head onto Zayn’s shoulder and the sandwich fell down.
- What the?
He quickly felt on his head and he got butter all over his fingers.
- My hair! You ruined my hair! Really? When we get off this plane I’m gonna get every single one off ya.
- Dream on babe. You won’t have the nerves to touch me.
He looked at me with revenge in his eyes. He looked over at Liam and Zayn who was sleeping as well, he laughed at Zayn and then he had something to eat. The hours passed on and before we knew it we were all at LAX, were they had their first promoting concert/interview thing.
But first we all went to the hotel we were gonna stay at. And it was massive! Me and Lou shared room obviously. Harry and Zayn and then Liam and Niall and Paul their security guard got a room alone.
- So what are we doing to night?
- Sleep!
I put my bags down right as we got inside of the doors of our room and went straight to the bedroom and damn that was a nice bed. I pulled of my sweatpants and my shirt so I was just in my undies as I pulled the cover over my body.
- Louis come and lay down next to me it’s cold!
He came up to me laughing and laid down on me.
- Warm and cozy enough now?
- Oh yes!
I pulled my arms around him and gave him a kiss. He soon got off me and took of his clothes as well and laid down in bed next to me this time. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me gently on my neck.
- Good night baby.
- Good night.
It took me less than a second to fall asleep and when I woke up the morning after a had the worst head ache ever. I checked the time and it was only 7 am but I couldn’t fall asleep due to the bad head ache.
It had to be pain killers somewhere. I got up out of bed and started looking but couldn’t find anything so went into the bathroom to take some cold water on my face. And as I looked in the mirror I did not see a pretty face.
- WHAT ON EARTH, LOUIS FUCKING WILLIAM TOMLINSON!
I heard a laughing morning voice come from the bedroom.
- You are one dead man.
I ran back to the bedroom and threw myself at the bed were Louis was laying laughing his butt off. I started tickling him like there was no tomorrow.
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YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 37.
- What then?
- It’s this thing with dad.
- What?
- They might let him out.
I felt how Louis slammed on the breaks and the car stopped faster than I had time to react to.
- They what?
- I know and I’m just a bit scared that if they do well he’s gonna find me.
- Don’t, he won’t find you, okay don’t you ever think that he is gonna find you or hurt you.
We didn’t talk any more about that and the car ride went on really quickly due to all the laughing. When I stepped out of the car the sun was burning and the boys were standing outside of Louis’ house.
- Hello, lads!
They all threw themselves at me with a big hug. When we came in Louis’ mum, granny and Lucy sat at the table with each a cup of tea.
- Granny, Lucy!
I gave them both a big hug and we all sat down around the table we didn’t really fit so I sat down on Louis’ lap and he had his arms around my waist. Granny stayed for a few days and when she went home I stayed at Lou’s house, I had missed that place. Spent pretty much all my days there back in the days. Me and Louis had a great time upcoming weeks, no worries, no problems. We did lots of stuff, beach, shopping, lazy days and it was the best. But even though in the back of both our heads we knew that he was going away soon and I was gonna start school again.
We all decided to have one night together before the boys went to their promotion tour in the US and I went to school. We all had head out to Harry’s place.
- You’re coming to say bye at Heathrow tomorrow right?
- No, I’m gonna sit home and wait 2 more weeks until school starts just for fun. No of course I’m coming to say good bye tomorrow.
- Good.
Zayn looked across at me with a smile on his face. I looked at Louis and he was watching Zayn. The upcoming hours went quick in both a good way and bad.
I woke up by Louis’ alarm clock at 4 am. I looked over on my right and Louis was still fast asleep.
- Baby? Louis? BABE!
- Mhhmmmm..
He pulled the quilt over his head but I pulled it down again. I got over him and laid myself on top of him and stared tickled him and kissing him on his neck.
- Baby, come on. We need to get to the airport!
- Come with me.
- But school.
- You have two weeks left!
He turned around so I was on top of his belly. I put my head down on his chest.
- Baby please come with me!
- But what about Lucy? And grandma?
- They’ll be fine. I know that, you know that.
- But I don’t have a ticket.
- But I do.
- You knew I was gonna come didn’t you?
- Of course I did.
- Now come on, you need to pack!
- Ahhhh!
He got up and picked me up and tickled me at the same time.
After an hour of packing and loads of laughter and redbull later we were sitting in a cab with four other lads.
- You got quite a few bags there Loueh!?
- Hey some of them are mine!
- What?
- I’m coming with you guys!
A few nice shouts and welcome aboard and we were soon at the airport boarding our plane.
I sat down next to Louis and rested my head on his shoulder and fell asleep immediately.
YOU'RE A PIECE OF MY HEART, CHAPTER 36.
After a few hours of kids screaming and people crying and bleeding and just everything I was allowed into Nathalie’s room.
- Hey baby, you can probably not hear me but well here I am. I honestly don’t know what to say. But why didn’t you tell me about the baby? Why didn’t you just tell me that you weren’t fine? Why?
I put my hand on her belly and let my head fall down on her bed as the tears came streaming.
- Excuse me Mr..?
- Louis Tomlinson.
- You’re her boyfriend right?
- Yes.
- Well first of all she is perfectly fine, and she can probably be out of here in the morning but she is not pregnant.
- What?
- Well she was, but she had a miscarriage and since it was so early on in the pregnancy that the body took care of it itself. So it’s nothing to worry about.
I didn’t quite know what to feel I was sad but at the same time happy over it. Kind of relieved because I know it would be hard for both me and Nathalie to take care of a child right and we only are 18.
- But then why did she faint?
- We are not quite sure but it is nothing serious because the test we ran came out negative so stress, maybe? Too little food, too little to drink, too much sun, something that worries her about her everyday life maybe? It can be anything but it’s at least nothing serious.
- Thank god. Thank you doctor.
Not long after that Nathalie’s nan came and I told her about that she was fine. We both sat down and had a good chat and I held a strong grip around Nathalie’s hand through the whole time.
The night past and it soon became morning. Nathalie’s grandma had gone to sleep at a hotel with Lucy and so it was only me and Nathalie left.
- Nathalie? Baby, please wake up.
I kissed her gently on her neck she always woke up when I did that.
*NATHALIE’S POV*
I had a horrible dream. But that soon flew away when it started to tickle on my neck. Louis.
- Morning.
I slowly opened my eyes to face a bright light and a white room. I remembered last night and I looked over to Louis.
- Do you know?
- That you were pregnant? Yes.
- What do you mean “were”?
- You had a miscarriage early on so your body took care of it.
Even though it didn’t mean to I felt a small smile creep up on my lips, I wouldn’t have been able to care of a child now.
- If I’m gonna be honest I’m pretty happy that it turned out that way.
- Me too. Now let’s take you home!
I put some clothes on that Louis brought for me and we sat down in the car to meet granny.
- But you there was something else though. Have you been stressed or having something that scares you lately something you haven’t told me that upsets you or make you worried.
I swallowed a lump in my throat.
- Kind of.
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